April 7, 2015

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If I was not mistaken, it's been exactly 3 months and 14 days since my last entry here. Is my math computation right?

So, yes. 1st year of my college life is over. Isnt it good? Yes, at some point, perhaps; but I regret also, ditto.

Exams are over. Projects are over. Reports are over. All deadlines have reached their deadpoints.

Finals have been harsh to some students, including me. I may know my capacity yet I did not use it. Regrets creep me out. Yea, I did regret of taking advantage of my studies, thinking it was all cool all along; yet I struggle on that part.

Now, everything reached their particular point; grades starting to pop out like a nuclear bomb to every students, perhaps.

Moreover, Mom's still bugging me about my grades, and I can't just tell her about it. I tell you, it was worse than I ever could imagine. My grades fell, just like leaves fall in spring season. Though I did not fail a single subject, but I got worse. Consequence, it is.

Furthermore, I am sad tonight. Why?, because my father will go overseas for the nth time. Yes, my father is an OFW. It isnt a shame. Im proud of it. Im proud of him. I will miss my Papa. Awee. Though we're not close right now, I regret it.

I was his princess, and I hope I still am. I really miss our closeness when I was young. Together with my mom also.

Sometimes, time and distance ruin every relationship. Maybe, some of long distance relationships sont succeed because of time and distance. Just two elements can destroy the foundation of a relationship. How unfair, isnt it?

I hope, Papa will survive no matter how challenging the challenge he will be facing. May the Glory of God guide him. Amen.

Good night guys! Lovelots. ♥♥♥

Love, Tiiara xx

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Oh, I thought I had published this, but when I checked, it wasnt. Haha. Sorry.

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