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All around, the numbness blossomed and spreaded throughout John's limbs in pulses. He felt himself being dragged onto something soft, yet ferm, it coaxed him to open his eyes. His hearing adjusting before his vision.
"Oh, god, Shepard... O-Oh, god.."
All he remebered was ending the war.. Destroying the mass relays.. He shouldn't be alive.. But how?.. Smoldering questions and an immence headache brought him to focuse on the voice before him, muffled and soft.
"Shepard!! Please... Answer me.. I-I can't lose you again.." Things were clicking into place, he felt warm wet drops hit his face, and his vision fixated on Kaidan's crying face.
It was distressful, the way Kaidan tugged his commander and lover in a vice embrace. John could barely mutter.
"K..-Kaidan...?"
"Don't you ever do that again!" The words were balled up and chucked at the man. But even it's weilder knew it was a waste.. If John Shepard ever had another chance, he'd do it again..
And again..
If it meant Kaidan would be safe..
And this is what made the tears well in those perfect pools of brown. Pain and fear.. Swelled into one.. But the assurence his lover was safe and breathing would have to suffice as a antibiotic...
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MASS EFFECT [Heal Me]
FanfictionSHORT STORY [WARNINGS: violence, boyxboy, language, nudity, adult themes.] RATED: M {matrue} AUTHER'S NOTE: Takes place AFTER Mass Effect 3 (If John Shepard is alive) "I can't lose you again..." John struggles with the fact he lost Admiral Anderson...