"Lauren's pov"
Do you ever get that feeling of being trapped in the world? Trapped in a nightmare that never ends. Well...you're not the only one. Ever since my Grammy died 4 years ago, life has just never been the same. Friends, school, dance, and family have been like bowling balls trying to be juggled. My life is basically a train reck of events one after another. But somehow or another I survive it all. How? I have no idea but someday I'll find out why I was put on this earth. Crying doesn't solve anything. Neither does yelling or screaming. Until I figure out my life there's nothing else better to do than live it. So I guess that's what I'll have to do.To be continued...