My boy best friend.

part 1 .

Normal day for Gabriella, Hanging out with her favorite person, josh her boy best friend. Today felt different for me.. I felt butterflies? I couldn't explain it. This feeling felt amazing but how would I know if he had the same feeling happening too? Was I moving too fast? I ignored my feelings for the rest of the day and acted like I didn't feel like I was going to explode because I was next to him. Everything about him was perfect, his smile, his personality, his humor, just everything. I couldn't keep my eyes off him to be honest. What if I ruined our friendship? I couldn't think straight, I didn't even realize he was talking. "Gabriella are you even listening?" Josh nearly yelled to get my attention. My mind was wandering off again, my dirty minded head. "Sorry I wasn't listening at all I was zoning out." I mumbled josh got up and said" I have to grab my shoes out my car." I was never so relieved I could relax for a moment. I quickly ran to my room and touched up my mascara and lipgloss. I ran back to the couch before he walked back in I tried to play it cool as if I didn't just run a grand pacer test to go back and forth. Josh looked at me as if he was confused I couldn't even look him in the eye he would've known I did something he sat down next to me and put his legs on my lap. " were you... running?" He asked me " no? Why do you ask" I lied he knew I was lying. " don't lie Gabriella I can tell by your face it gets a tint of red in it" he laughed. I pushed his legs off and walked to the kitchen I poured some water in a glass trying to cool down I wasn't just red because of the running also because of him. "GABRIELLA" he yelled I look from the corner hiding my face. " what do you want?" I asked a little annoyed " chicken butt." He said with a big grin on his face knowing he was annoying me. I nearly sent my shoe flying at him but I stopped and walked back into the kitchen. I sat down in one of the bar stools I sat there with my hand on my head I started zoning out. The same scene kept playing over and over again of me getting the soul fucked out of me by josh. I looked brain dead if you looked at me while I was zoned out, kinda creepy i know. The scene playing in my head made me start letting the water out my mouth that I was drinking. Still didn't get me out my exclusive sex tape happening in my head. I basically woke up after 5 minutes being in my sex coma and looked around to see josh videoing me. I looked down to see the water on the floor I laughed a little, because little did he know what was going through my dirty mind. I got up from the chair and felt something, ice. He put ice in my pants?! I was furious but didn't want to even bother I walked upstairs to my room to change. What should I wear... I could wear something short since it's pretty warm in my house. Or something longer but I chose shorts and a cropped jacket I walked downstairs to see josh playing with my dog, chico a medium sized Maltese he was only 3 years old. They were having so much fun all I could do was giggle at the sight I watched them play and chico was wagging his tail so much it looked like a helicopter. Josh looked at his watch " damn sorry gabs I gotta meet this guy right now." I felt my heart ache a little but I continued to say" oh ok it's ok haha see you tomorrow?" I asked nervously hoping he would say yes.. " maybe im not exactly sure." He said softly that made it feel like my heart got torn a little. He started grabbing his stuff, stopped to pet chico on the head and saying bye, flicking me on the forehead. " well bye josh" I said in a annoyed manor yet I was joking . He opened the door and said " bye freak" he laughed while walking out and closing the door . I slid down the wall, chico immediately ran up to me making sure I was ok. I started petting him on the head. All I could do was go to bed and keep my fantasies for company. I turned off the lights and chico followed me upstairs I laid down and chico jumped on my bed and laid down as well. I instantly fell asleep knowing my mind would take over all night til k wake up. It's like the dreams were reality but they weren't sadly. 1 am.
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I woke up finally.. feeling soaked ? I ran to the bathroom scared to see what it was, my period?, just regular discharge? I looked in my underwear and found out what it was instantly. Those dreams really got to me huh? I was shaking now. What is wrong with me ? Now I'm getting soaked because of my best friend. How do I even talk to him today?......