You must always be your main priority.It's easy to get used to always having someone by yourself, I did and I'm still are and that was my main reason why I stayed in a relationship that I didn't longer wanted to be in, because I knew that I was going to want another one as soon i broke up with that person,and that was my worst decision because I never got over her and went into a new relationship feeling empty. But that's not the point of this chapter.
We must always put ourselves first on top of anything and anyone no matter how much it will hurt at first,because when you are crying by yourself the only one that can make you feel better is yourself. I have been played with more than i could remember but it happened because I let those people play with me and my heart because I didn't feel enough to be alone and single. But I don't hate them or hold any negative feelings towards them because I simply can't. But I've changed and I'm good by myself. It took me a long time for me to realize that but I did. And I'm super happy I did. I've broken many toxic cycles and relationships with people that don't know my value and I stayed with them just to not be alone but that is over now and I'm happy it is. The tears i've teared have made me stronger inside and out, and I'm grateful for it, It broke me in many ways but guess what I'm still here stronger than ever.
I've loved many special people that I will never forget and it hurts that they're with me anymore, they have made the decision to leave my live and it hurted and it still does and I still cry and get anxious about it but I'm learning to let them go. You can't cry for what you can't change.
It's a new year and a new me...
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