The life of a teenager..

This is basically gonna be my diary, journal type of thing. My life is obviously not going to be perfect so don't expect a happy ending or a happy start. I am not a depressed child but I am not a happy one ether. I am a teenager and teenagers go through a lot right? So if you wanna help me out with my problems or issues then please comment some advice because I am gonna need it. I am in middle school & I am 13 & I live in Texas and I am in my last year of jr high or middle school(whatever you want to call it). And please don't ask for my name or where I live exactly in Texas. That's personal and I want to keep my identity a secret and probably I will let you know who I am later on but for now no one knows exactly who this is and when I talk about other people or my friends I am going to change their name to something else because I feel like if I actually tell you who they are you will know who I am and I just don't think I should. Also when I do write or say my name it will be 'Bella' because I be always wanted to be named that but oh well I guess my name is pretty too but you wouldn't know that so..(: ok so I am gonna start with what happened last Friday.

Ok so last Friday we had career day..I know lame but whatever. We listened to two people talk about how their jobs work and stuff..it was boring and plus the radio station that my mom listens to and volunteers at came over there to talk to us about how radio stations work..don't stop reading please I know it sounds boring but what's about to happen is why I can't stop thinking about him. So when it was time to go we headed back to our classrooms and I herd someone say something about a new kid am like we have a new kid here? That's random why would someone new come to school on a Friday? Anyways when we were waiting outside the classroom for the teacher to come I herd someone say "I thought he was a teacher because he's so tall" and I am like ok so I am guess ing the new guy is tall? When we finally got Inside the class room my friend "Ashely" was like "he's really cute" and I am like "who?"(btw we have a seating chart and my friend sits right next to me in the front of the class and he was sitting on her column sorta at the end) and she was like "are you kidding me?!?" "the new guy" I didn't know what she was talking about then I said "where" and she said "back there" so I looked back there(the lights were off and i didnt have my contacts in and he looked like someone that was already going to the school) so I was like "ohh" Ashely:"yeah"

And so from then on all I herd was "omg did you see the new guy?" "he's so cute!" "I hope I have a class with him" and at lunch he sat with a group of guys that sit next to us at our table and all these girls were looking over at my table and there was a lot of girls who came up to him and came up to the table just because he was there.. Oh and after my "popular" friend had found out from her friend that found out from someone that the new guy like my "popular" friend & her friend..

Monday:I had history with him again but these girls were talking to him now and I herd that all the guys thought he was gay so nobody liked him except the girls so yea.

So in office aid my "popular" friend and my ex friend(we are friends tho..it's a long story(;) were aids with me so we all sit next to each other in the front office..and guess who came in that period of course the new guy and I got a better look at him and he is cute!! And I honestly could not stop laughing because of something my friend was saying and especially because he was there so ya.. And when he was about to leave my "popular" friend was like "I love you" and he was like "what" and she was like "oh never mind" and he was like "oh no seriously I didn't hear what you said" and she was like "oh I said I loved you" and he said "love you too" and he left

Yup then that lunch he sat with the "populars" because this one girl I used to be friends with she was new last semester but then she came back that day and she happened to be in his office period and she asked him to sit with her at lunch so he did. And all my table freaked out when he sat down..

Still Monday:nothing much happened except that he noticed me when I was waiting for my "popular" friend because she usually says bye to her friends before we go on the bus and so when I was waiting for her I saw him looking at me and (he was probably remembered me from earlier when I was in theater I was outside in the hallway we were going over our lines and he was us and he was probably wondering what we were doing but yeah) I am friends with like half of the popular group..I used to sit with them..long story but yeah nothing much