𝓜𝔂 𝓛𝓸𝓼𝓽 𝓗𝓾𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂 {Negan x OC}

1

Begging of the apocalypse was hard. More and more people were turning into walkers and it was almost impossible to find a safe place to stay for a while.

I was with my husband Ryan and our daughters for half a year until Bianca who was just one year old got sick and died. It was unable to give her any medicines because we didn't know what sickness it was.

We were doing quite good for next 3 months till my other daughter Tiffany got bit. And then it was just me and my husband.

We wanted to move out of the city, we stayed on the road for a while where we met one group and decided to stay with them.

There were some great people like Rick, Glenn, Carol or Dale. Some strange like Lori or Andrea. There were Shane that was unpredictable and capable of everything, Daryl that I didn't got to know vell, he was a mysterious man. And kids Carl and Sophie.

Not gonna lie, I felt like a part of this group. I helped looking for Sophie when she got lost, I were with Carl when he got shot.

Yeah, when Carl got shot we found some farm that we stayed on. First, the owners were mad  about this but they eventually gave up on trying to get rid of us.

On the farm I met Maggie, Beth, Hershel, Jimmy and few other people from their family.

We had some problems, Hershel was thinking that the walkers are just sick people that can be recovered. He also kept few of them in the barn. Shane had an anger issues. Lori got pregnant. Carl were everywhere he wasn't supposed to be. Andrea thought she always knew better what was the reason I hated her. Well, there's more of these. To be honest, the relationships in the group were strange and toxic.

One day Rick took Ryan to the woods God knows why. They were attacked and yes, my husband got bit. I was so mad at Rick, I blamed him for it. I still do.

I kinda killed Ryan, he asked me to so I did. I didn't even wanted to let him turn. Of course it was hard. We made a funeral for him and I was visiting his grave everyday.

I started arguing with Rick about Ryan's death. Andrea told me I'm being dramatic and that no one ever said it was easy to put him down. She was talking how her sister died and that it was harder. Like it's different.

That was the first time I felt like this group was falling apart. Shane opened the barn and Sophie was one of the walkers Hershel kept here, she was dead and Carol was depressed because of that, Daryl only wanted to be left alone. Andrea was just a bitch. Rick and Shane were still arguing about who would be a better leader. We found out Lori cheated on Rick with Shane. Glenn was having a romance with Maggie. Beth tried to kill herself and Hershel was an alcoholic. Dale died because of a walker that Carl brought to our place. Lori didn't even knew where Carl was most of the time so I wasn't surprised when he told everyone he was alone in the forest.

We were overrun. Everyone went in different directions and  I ran to the woods. Survived about a week all the time traveling as far as I could from the farm. I've never met the group again. They probably though I died.

I spent 3 months on my own 'till I found other group. This time I wanted to play it my way. I stayed with them but I showed them I could be a good leader. They trusted me and I was trying to keep them alive.

We ran into few other groups and after a month I kind of a builded a community. We found an avenue with empty houses and we builded walls around them to keep walkers away. There were like thirty people im my community so it wasn't that hard to watch them but I had to teach them how to respect me. We were going out on a runs looking for food but we also had a garden to plant fruits and vegetables. Everyone had different job to do and I was keeping everything together.

I had my two most important men that was helping me watching that place. My right hand men Brandon and Jack.

Jack wasn't present all the time but he was there when he was needed. Brandon was just a pain in the ass, of course he was helping but he was telling me how to handle things because he thought that my way of doing this is bad. I liked him, we were friends but we were arguing all the time, showing each other who's better. He was a dick but a very responsible one, he was really helpful and knew how to deal with problems.

"Brandon, we need to go on a run. I have a list of things we are very low on. We should leave now otherwise we'll starve here" I said entering his room. We were sharing one house. I was mad because of that but it was easier at some point.

"I'm coming, just give me 5 minutes" He replayed. I went out to put all of the stuffs we needed at the gate.

It was a small run so I decided to take only Brandon. I shouldn't even be going out when I have this much people but I like when I can control what's going on. When I'm out of our place Josh is the one in charge. His approach to life is similar to mine that's why I trust him at this point.

"Okay I'm ready" Brandon walking in my direction.

"Alright" I don't know what took him so long but okay. The gate opened and we left.

We were walking for 10 minutes in silence when he spoke up.

"You've never told me about yourself" I looked at him rolling my eyes.

Seriously he don't have better things to ask. I don't like talking about myself and my life. I have a trust issues and even if he is the last person to tell anyone about anything I'm still not gonna trust him in that sort of things.

"Can we continue walking in silence" I said and he just stayed quiet.

We found some cans of food but not much. Everyday it was getting harder and harder to find anything. We've been in all the near places, and going out further like this is not a good idea. My people are not very good with fighting walkers and I don't have time to teach them how to defend. Josh wouldn't want to do that and Brandon would be saying some bullshit to them. Also driving is almost impossible because we took all the fuel that we found in within ten miles and our cars had only few miles of range.

We were almost back at the gates when we heard some whistles. I looked around me but saw nothing. We continued walking when few men came out of the bush blocking our way.

"Well well well, what do we have here?"

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Okay so here is the first chapter. I'm not proud of this but it has to start somewhere. I have ideas for what fo write and I hope I'll find a time to do it.

Hope you like it, if you want I could leave you a link to my Negan's playlist in the next chapter. Let me know in the comments. <<<3