Help me. (C.D)

6.

When I first saw that cameron wanted to help me, I didn't know what to do. I'm scared, you're probably thinking why am I scared, well first, I know boys like Cam, there the sweetest they can be towards you. At first.

I've been with someone before, they built up my confidence, and they broke me.
It all started when I met this guy named Ryder, he was so sweet to me, and soon that feeling developed into a relationship. I loved him so much. I thought the feeling was mutual, but obviously it wasn't. About four months into our relation ship, he started getting violent towards me, he would say things to me. And he would hurt me. It got so bad to the point where he was threatening to kill me. I was so scared I didn't tell anyone, but I had to because I didn't want to him in my future.

I know Cameron isn't that kind of guy, but I didn't see it coming with Ryder either.
I have trust issues now, as you might guess. But if cameron really is falling for me, the feeling is mutual. But I can't let myself get sucked into loving Cameron. Tomorrow is school, and I'll have to face him, and Nash. Great.

Next day-
As I pulled up to the school I was scared to the point where I thought I would throw up.
I started walking to my locker, when I saw the two of them talking close by my locker, maybe five lockers down. Nash saw me and nodded his head towards me, Cameron turned around, once he saw me he ran towards me and bear hugged me, I didn't hug back at first, but of course his sent was like a warm blanket around my small fragile body. I closed my eyes, and let the huge devour me. After a few more seconds, we stopped hugging. And let me tell you, that was agony.
"I miss you." He said while running his hand down my arm.
"You miss me? I'm right in front of you."
"You're here Blake, but you aren't at the same time." I could understand what he meant.
I took a deep breath and let it out.
"I know how you feel." I said while looking down.
Nash came over to us after a few seconds, and wanted to talk to me, but I really didn't want to hear his excuses.
"Hey Blake."
"Hey Nash."
"Can I talk to you?" Oh god.
"Umm, I have to get to class, sorry maybe later?"
"Yeah sure."
After that I went to my first period.
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