A Letter for Shikadai💚 1 :
I remember those times in the academy when I pretended that I was always looking around, but I was actually looking at you...the way you move, the way you talk the way you carry yourself...people tend to see you as a lazy guy but actually you're not. Seeing you with Boruto and how you act like you're he's older brother, reminding him the proper and right way of things,how you keep calm and collective about everything you thought was a drag, you're strategic ways in studying... Those things about you got me...Yes Shikadai...I was just there watching over you, pretending not to care about your existence.Ignoring your presence when you're just near beside me,while deep inside Im trembling badly.I was always looking forward seeing you in the class.
Yes I admit, you're partly the reason why I refuse to quit the academy.Its all because of you that I come this far... Something you will never know perhaps..
During our practical exam,I tied my bandana the same way you did so you can atleast notice me for the last time but I guess that didn't work,coz you never gave me even just a glimpse. That's kinda harsh but still that never stop my heart from secretly liking you...
Though Academy days are over I still find myself secretly stalking you ... Don't worry I dont do it bluntly.I do it on a classy way, with finesse that is free from any speculations and rumors that may drag your name to mine..Well...I dont either expect anything from you...Just the thought of you already makes me smile and that's pretty enough for me.
Hearing the news that you are promoted to be a Chunin made me so proud of you and happy for you...and from that , I was also reminded on how good are you that I could never ever be the right girl for you even if I tried...I may never even meet the standard you like for a girl ... Ouch! That fact really hurts...but I've learned to live with it and be fine about it...
You were always with the popular kids of the academy,you are the childhood best friend of the son of the seventh Hokage.Your parents are war heroes of the shinobi world... Your Dad comes from one of the most influential clan in Konoha..and considered to be the smartest man in the Village- the dependable right hand man of the Hokage and the clan leader of Nara ...
while your mom on the other hand is from the Kazekage's clan of Suna, and with your mom's blood flowing on your veins you are considered to be the precious last legitimate blood of the Kazekage and the only grand child of the 4th Kazekage of Suna...
With this pinned on your shoulder ...would I stand a chance being noticed ??? yeah right maybe Im not even worth of your glimpse, nevertheless I am really fine with watching and loving you from a far coz I've already made up my mind to be a shadow that watches you from a distance ...
Tsuru♥️
