What's that saying? You have to lose it all to truly find out what you're made of? Yeah, I was kind of the poster child for that. I thought I hit rock bottom when my entire family disappeared in a cloud of dust right before my eyes. But there was a silver lining to that dark cloud. In a support group for survivors I met Nick. Nick was my silver lining. He made me feel again. He was the reason I smiled again. Everything was looking brighter. And then I suffered a miscarriage. And I was back under this dark cloud. But still, my silver lining never left my side. I got better, I went to therapy and almost a year after losing our first baby, I got pregnant again. And this time it stuck. I gave birth to a beautiful little girl and we named her Lucy. Then, on her first birthday, everyone came back and I hoped the worst was behind us. But fate is cruel and hope is a cruel mistress. I lost Nick when his car was struck by a drunk driver. And I hit rock bottom hard. I struggled in private, refusing to let anyone see just how much I was broken, least of all Lucy. I put everything into making sure that she never felt that she was lacking because her dad was gone. I put on my brave face and spread myself way too thin. I wasn't sleeping well anymore and that is what led to us being late that fateful Thursday morning.
YOU ARE READING
Nowhere to Go But Up✓
Fanfiction~Complete~ Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom to build yourself back up and find your happily ever after. Astoria, Story, Vaughn would say that fate had it out for her these past few years. After losing her whole family in what would come to be k...