I'm normal • Shawn Mendes

Im normal..

It's 3:24 am and has been almost 4 and a half hours that I've been sitting in this room, I couldn't sleep because every sound I heard I thought it might be him. Some people think something is wrong with me, but I think I'm just as normal as everyone else. This isn't the first time I've done this so I know what to expect. Earlier that day..
Shawn tweeted that he was going to be here in Los Angeles California, where I live. I was so happy to hear this because it meant I didn't have to drive hours to see him like I usually would do. As soon as I knew he was going to be here I looked at all the hotels he had stayed at in LA. So once I knew where he was at I just had to get a room in that hotel. It was now 4:00 in the morning. That's when I realized I needed to sleep or else I wouldn't look presentable for Shawn. So I went to sleep. Then in the morning I got dressed, got my coffee, and walked around the hotel to see if he was anywhere to be found. I was starting to give up and I was already frustrated so I turned around so fast that I bumped into someone and my coffee was dumped all over me. I was about to start shouting about how this was my favorite top from made well when I realized that it was him. I crashed into Shawn. Shawn spilled my coffee on my favorite top! "I'm so, so very sorry!, it's just I'm in a rush I have this thing I need to get to.", he said. I told him it was fine and rushed away. I noticed him staring at me with confusion as I walked away. That thing he said he was in a rush for was the soundcheck and meet and greet for people who had VIP to his event. I am also going. Well I was supposed to go.. I don't know if I should go anymore he'll think I'm a crazy phyco fan, which I'm not.