For Fox Sake

Detached

I feel so out of place, i said.
He looked at me waiting for me to explain what i just said
sort of...detached?, i added.
Can you keep that idea going?, he placed his hands on the arms of the couch he was sitting on and laid back with that intrigued face that therapists do to keep you talking.
Well, i think it's like everything stops but me , my thoughts keep running like this wild big horses. Even tho the world it's paused people's life's keep going on without me.
I feel detached completely from reality and i lay in the darkest part of my room with a mind full of ideas and questions trying to be answered in a really short amount of time because if i don't i start panicking and my whole existence falls to the ground smashing the last bit of energy that was left for the day.
And then it's gone
I close my eyes.
The world keeps going , my mind keeps going, everything is going as usual
Everything but me.