There is feeling which I called it 'Not being priority' means that you are not the priority for anyone.
This is one of the worst feeling in the world, when you are always the second one, not first one, in any situation.
Always you are the second or even third or more option. This is hard.
But being alone is like a habit, after some time, you can adapt with this, feeling that you are tired but you can keep it with your self. I need to start alone but I need to not think about it a lot. No body understand it. If you can be the priority know that you are prospective in this world. Being the first one even for one person, can make you happy and it is not important that person is your friend, family, partner or whatever.
It us totally beautiful.
The most painful part is when you see other people decide based on considering others and you are forgotten at all. Being abounded is like that. Alone at the middle of the sea, shining alone. I don't if it is our choice other choice of situation but it is what it is and you need to accept it. A bubble can grow alone, helps others to grow, but being the second option ? What was that ?
No body even watch your trying ?
No body cares ?
What did I do for being like that ?
It feels that you are additive.
I really try to not forget other people because the feeling of 'not being priority' can kill your inside easily and gradually.
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Духовныеour life is like bubble with different layer, we can share our layer with others, but the main layer is only us. the real person who live in us. this is the story of me or better internal me. I am not native speaker in English. so sorry for my gra...
