Regret

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<<~brooke~>>
As I walked away from Offly to meet up with my boyfriend, I couldn't help but to turn around and see if she was looking back at me. But when I did turn around all I did was see her back faced towards me. Damn... I am actually a lesbo. I hated Offly, but something about them just drew me in. But, that doesn't matter, what matters is my reputation. My parents wouldn't support me anyway, so it's best to keep my feelings for her locked away in a cage

<<~offly~>>
I thought about brooke as i unlocked my locker. I could tell she was dealing with something at home, and i felt bad for her. She was clearly also gay, but hid it due to her parents. I saw them riducule her outside the school when we got our report cards last year. I hope she escapes that toxic household and can be my girlfriend. I love her

<<~brooke~>>
A million thoughts ran through my head while my boyfriend kissed me and wrapped his arm around my waist. No way in Hell I had a crush on someone like Offly. No way. She rarely talked back to me but recently she's been doing it more and I just realized how sweet her voice is. Her voice reminds me of my aunt's, sweet and soft and you could tell she cared about me with each sentence. My parents never gave a shit about me; always judged the way I look, the way I talk, the way I act. I felt bad bullying Offly, but no one would care if I hurt them the same way my parents do.

<<~offly~>> i walked through the halls and spotted brooke making out with her boyfriend. Maybe she doesnt actually care about me. I wouldnt know. I feel like brooke deserves better, that chad motherfucker doesnt even love her.

<<~brooke~>>

"Hey babe, what's wrong?" my boyfriend asked.

"Uh... you know, my parents want me to study instead of hanging out with you," I answered as I put my hands around his neck.

He moved his hands down from my waist and onto my ass and replied with, "Fuck parents"

Besides the fact that he was making me feel completely uncomfortable at least he made a good point. Fuck parents. Especially my parents, fuck them. They treated me like shit. Last year when I got my report carGaultier showed them that I had all Cs, they said that my ancestors didn't come here tied up on a boat for me to get Cs. But it wasn't my fault, they barely fed me enough for me to even have courage to pay attention in class, not even to mention how they'd beat me every time I talked back. So, I decided that this year, I'd do better, I won't get beat by my parents again, I'll have good grades, a good body, a good boyfriend. But if only it was that easy. Offly had to fucking ruin my damn head by bringing back my sinful lesbo thoughts. Why did they have to make everything harder for me? Why couldn't she just fucking leave me alone like the other girls I bully?

<<~offly~>>

I started walking to the library, the librarian didnt care what i did so i was planning on just using my phone. I didnt have anyone to talk to. I greeted mrs.milgrove as i walked in, grabbing my phone and popping in headphones. Why the fuck does brooke hate me so much? I never did anything to her. We used to hangout in the same places and she didnt even talk to me. I havent provided her a reason. I wish she could just forgive me for whatever i did. Shes fucking beautiful and i just want to love and care about her.. but instead she had to hate me with her entire being.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 23, 2022 ⏰

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