Frida's perspective
I was with Benny at Agnetha's and Björn's house, Stig also was there. They all were talking about work and I guess the upcoming tour, but I didn't really care much and didn't pay attention to what they were talking about. Well I was paying attention to one person - Agnetha. I payed attention to each of her words, movements. I felt like a sociopath or something... But how could I resist? She is magnificent, and her voice is angelic. I really wish I had met her before I met Benny and she Björn. Or if she at least wouldn't have already been engaged when we met. Then I could've maybe had a chance with her, but I honestly kinda doubt that. I mean she's straight, obviously, about me I don't know. At least I think she's straight, I'm not sure, she always is so close to me and always is looking at me... Or maybe it's just because I always have my arm around her because I want to be close to her myself, which makes her be close to me and I constantly look at her myself.
I wish Agnetha could fucking take the hints and fuck me alrea-
„Frida!" Benny waved his hand infront of my face and knocked me out of my thoughts. „I'm sorry, what were you saying?" I asked, „Nothing, you just have been staring at my breasts for like 6 minutes." Agnetha laughed. I felt a bit embarrassed, but since she was laughing I guess she didn't mind it. „Oh-" I straightened out in the chair. Agnetha gave me a warm smile, „It's okay. But you should probably look at Benny's boobs, not mine." she said and everyone started laughing, even Benny. Her laugh was precious and it warmed my heart. I wish I'd be the one who's married to her...
I thought to myself. I know sooner or later she would divorce Björn, knowing how he threats her but sometimes I had doubts about that. They seemed so happy together and it looks like she loved him a lot. That's the reason I never said or did anything other than do subtle moves like kisses on the cheek or hugs or flirting with her as a "joke", even saying that we're like a married couple. But she didn't seem to notice any one of those hints and just took them as good friendship. Oh how I wished she would get the hints... Maybe I'd be able to finally kiss her and hold her, and love her, know how her love feels and is like. Being loved by her must feel amazing...
„FRIDA!" Benny snapped his fingers infront of my face and I jumped. „Why do you keep zoning out? This it pretty important stuff that you should know." Benny said and I rolled my eyes. To you maybe.
„Sorry... I just keep getting lost in my thoughts." I said and took a sip of water. „Well then maybe just stop and listen. And maybe stop looking at Agnetha all the time, it's a little weird that you're looking at her so much, what are you in love with her?" Benny said and it hurt me a little. Maybe I am...
„Benny!" Agnetha gave him a condemning look, „Don't talk to her like that, she's your wife after all."
Agnetha defended me. Benny didn't say anything he just pretended he didn't hear her. "Thank you." I whispered and she smiled, and I smiled back.
Agnetha's perspective
„I'm gonna outside for a bit." I said and took a cigarette and a lighter, „Frida, wanna come?"
She smiled and nodded, and took a cigarette too and got up.
We went outside and sat down on the porch. It was late and the sun was already down. The moon shined over us, making this quite the romantic setting. „What's with you and Benny?" I asked and lit my cigarette and then gave Frida the lighter. Frida lit her cigarette and didn't say anything for a while. She exhaled the smoke and sighed, and said: „Nothing much... I don't know, he has been weird lately. We've been fighting a lot about dumb stuff, I don't know why."
„Oh... I'm sorry." I said and a weird silence took over. I looked at her and she looked back at me. We stared into each other's eyes for a minute or so till she kissed me. Her lips were cold and tasted like cigarettes and I liked it. She put her hand on my waist and ran it up and down which made me shiver. I put my hand on her cheek and caressed it.
I pulled away. „Frida..." I said softly, „We can't... At least not here, someone might see us."
„Yeah." she looked down and back up at me. „Let's continue this sometime later..." I said and got up. „Come on let's go inside." I said and took her hand, helping her get up.
We walked back inside and sat down, and pretended like nothing happened. But I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss. When we started kissing, it was the first time I had mentally undressed her and now I couldn't get that image out of my head, but I didn't complain about that...
