I will share my journey of my life.
Sorry if mali mali grammar ko. Hope you guys will support me. Maybe this is my way to keep forward.
This is the start of my unwanted love story .. I will share my past and present .. hope you guys will like it.
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You can call me Xinh or Cheonsa
Today it's Jan 24,2022
I'm losing hope day by day. I feel am an empty shell which will break any moment. do I need to be drown in this world full of pain ? I am doing everything to fight but at the end of the day I'm just a lone kitten. finding someone to be part of me is to difficult. I already tried once, twice and so on but I keep on failing. Am I unlovable ? I really wonder. who will be there on my worst time? What God plan on me? Which path will I walk to. I feel I'm lose in a dessert island and getting thirsty when minutes past. I'm so lost.
Looking back , Hindi Ako ganito . I used to be a happy person , strong , sexy , smart and so on but when I met him all of it shattered. I pick up a wrong stone. I was there when he was trying to kill himself because of betrayal. His ex lover got married to another man. I was there sa worst time niya. Saying " don't worry it's not worth to lose your life because of her. Life is more important knowing you can prove people there wrong " I was there all the time to keep him company. I fix him to be strong then one day he pursue me and come to my country. He is a foreign. Foreign species eme. We have happy days and a lot of memories. Until he break me into million pieces.
Can I move forward?
