Tears of a lonesome Violin

Forgotten Tears

I didn't know what to do. I was lost, mentally, My body didn't respond to the

Rain, it moved on auto pilot almost like a robot. In my head I imagined

Usag... Akihiko-san running after me, screaming for forgiveness , but what

brought Me back to reality was the fact that he wasn't, he wasn't

searching for me, he wasn't Asking me for forgiveness and then ravishing me

immediately... He didn't care.

Usami's POV (Point of View)

I paced back and forth with a cigarette in my mouth, "He knew I didn't

Mean it....Right ?" I kept asking myself but as expected I received no answer.

Guilt was eating at my soul violently , I still remembered the look in his eyes,

betrayal, hurt, fear, and I even saw his eyes jade. They became a lifeless green

The instant I said that damned word. Why did I have to be so stubborn ? Why

Couldn't I have just let him go... Oh that's right, I was jealous to Mountain

Fiji by the way one of his friends put his arm around MY MISAKI'S neck.

"Fuck This." I thought before grabbing my keys and sprint to my foreign

bright red Sports car. I heard the engine roar to life and I literally sped away

Looking for a male with dead green eyes...all because of me...

Misaki's POV

I leaned against the music room as Oba-san got me a pair of comfortable

Clothes and a towel.

Misaki: I really do appreciate this Oba-san

Oba-san: It's nothing to worry about dear, you're like a grandson

To me, You've been practicing here since, Hmmm I believe since

Your parents...left.

I physically winced but hid it by smiling nervously and accepting the clothes.

Oba-san: I will go get your old violin since you seem to be a bit upset.

Misaki: How did you..?

Oba-san: I can just tell.

She smiled and left him alone to go change and dry his wet brunette hair.

A few minutes after Misaki finished changing he walked out with the towel

around his Neck and he was softly humming a new song he was practicing on.

Oba-san brought out a violin case that Misaki left behind so he won't have to

Always bring a violin case with him since he came here often.

Oba-san: Here, you should already know where the music room is, I'll go

make tea.

I nodded and walked through the long hallways of the music room to

My specific music room, it was soundproof and it had mirrors in them, since

I often danced with the violin. I softly laid the case down in one of the corners

And got out my still buffed and shined violin. I smiled getting out the bow

Before quickly walking to the middle of the room and got my arms and feet in

The correct position. I walked back to the door cracking it open "Oba-san!" I

Called out "Can you do playlist number 5?" Her head came from one of the

Controlling rooms smiling "already on it dear." I closed the door and got back in

Position. I smiled as the piano played and let the music flow through me...

For a short period of time, I forgot about the fight and the terrible world,

All I care about of now is this instrument. (A/N: I know this is not a song

You would usually play when you've just gotten in a fight but, I couldn't think

Of anything !) I played with passion and I also moved with it, I slid on the

smooth Wooden floor gracefully and it seemed as if my movements

were that of water.

Violin: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiWsDDW48Is&sns=em

(This video does not belong to me!)

The piano faded and I smiled totally oblivious to Oba-san watching.

Oba-san: You've gotten better with your dance moves.

Misaki: Thank you Oba-san.

Oba-san: No problem dear.

I smiled but inside the images and words coming out of Akihiko-san's mouth

Came into my head. The word "trouble" rang in my head and I remembered

What Usami-ChiChi said back then before he accepted me... 'Your existence

Causes a great deal of trouble.' My smile faded and I looked down at the now

Interesting floor. Akihiko-san... Was I that much of a burden?