An Affair with my deputy (Waterloo road)

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Amelia sat in the flat and sighed as she saw with Isabella, she was finally out of the hospital and she was so confused

Amelia knew how her abortion had failed and she knew how it scared her, Amelia knew that she had to make a decision, if she had the surgery and removed the baby from her then she may not be sake to hsve other children but she also knew if she continued with the pregnancy it would be risky and it scared her.

She knew how she would probably not carry to term and she felt scared. Amelia looked to see Simon as he walked into the flat and smiled as she looked to him

"hey are you okay" he asked as she looked to him and smiled

"I guess. It's just a mess. I mean we have a decision to make it and it scares me" she said as Simon looked to her and smiled

"I know it's hard but we have to make a decision and whatever you want I am here for you" Simon said as Amelia smiled. Amelia looked to Isabella and smiled

"I think we should do it, keep the baby I know it won't be easy but I don't think I can go through the operation" Amelia said as Simon smiled

"it will be okay I promise" he said  
  
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Amelia smiled as she answered the door to see Olivia. Olivia looked to Amelia and smiled. She could see that Amelia was upset

"are you okay" Olivia asked as Amelia sighed

"I guess I don't know all of this is a mess. I mean I didn't think I'd ever have to go through something like this, Simon and I decided we are going to keep the baby and I know it won't be easy, not at all but I can't go through it again. But I am just so scared" Amelia said as Olivia looked to her and smiled. Olivia could see just how scared Amelia was

"i know that you are going through hell, I do but I am here for you and I love you and I am not going anywhere, It is going to be okay" Olivia said as Amelia smiled

Amelia placed a hand on her bump and sighed. She knew how scared that she was and she had no idea what she was going to do but she knew that everything was a mess and how terrified that she was but she was trying.

She was trying to make it work knowing that she was going to have another baby and knowing it wasn't going to be easy

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Amelia smiled as Simon walked into the room and looked to her

"are you okay" he asked as she sighed

"I guess so. Things are just hard and I hate it" she said as he sat on the sofa and smiled. He wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close and smiled

"I know that your head is a mess and it's okay. I am here for you and I love you and no matter what happens you are not alone and we will get through this together I promise" Simon said as he leant in and kissed him, Amelia looked to Him and smiled.

She knew that they were having a baby but she knew after everything that the pregnancy wasn't going to be easy