Ambers POV:
I can't stop crying. I feel like such an idiot. The girls were comforting me when I heard something from around the corner. I'm sure someone's round there. I got up and the girls gave me a weird look as if to say 'what are you doing' I went round and saw Dan standing there looking at me. Oh my God please don't tell me he heard all of what I said to the girls.
"Dan" I said.
"How could you Amber?"
He knows. I can't believe this, I never wanted him to find out like this. I wanted to tell him when I was ready. Why do I have to ruin everything.
"Please Dan let me explain." I said to him in more tears as he walked away.
"You've know that your pregnant for days and you haven't even told me, what's to explain." I could tell in his voice that he was upset and angry.
"But it's not what it seems just let me explain."
"Look Amber I need some time on my own, time to think it all through. Its not everyday you throw a welcome home party for your bestfriend and then overhear that your girlfriends pregnant."
I feel sick. What should I do. He needs time on his own but im scared if I let him walk away he'll leave me for good.
"Dan....Dan...Please." I shouted after him. He wasnt listening. I tried to run after him but the girls stopped me. I watched him get into his car and drive away.
"Look Amber I'll go talk to him, he'll listen to me. I'll try and explain and get him to talk to you. I cant promise anything. When hes like this you just need to let him calm down." Shay tried to reassure me. She gave me a hug and drove off aswell.
I felt so faint I nearly fell over. Gemma caught me and her and Sarah took me back into the flat. I was still in floods of tears and all my mascara had run. I've ruined everything, Shays party, mine and Dans relationship and my whole life.
I just cant loose Dan, I know I've messed it up but I need to sort it. What should I do about the baby? Im not sure if hes keen on being a dad at this age. Im not sure if im keen on being a mum at this age. But I've always been against abortion, I still am. What if its the only way to get back Dan? Get rid of the baby. Maybe I'll have to. Maybe I will.
