[MTL, BL] The Days of Being Madly Pursued by the Boss of the Horror World

3.3

Ding He's originally dull and lost eyes suddenly rekindled hope. He lowered his head and hurriedly wiped away the tears with the back of his hands, but more tears poured out uncontrollably.

He bit his lower lip to keep himself from crying, but the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising.

Yu Jin looked at him quietly, grabbed his hand and moved it away, gently helping him wipe away his tears, with a tenderness that was invisible in the past.

Ding He's eyelashes trembled slightly, like butterflies falling lightly on Yu Jin's fingertips, bringing a slight tingling feeling. The hand he had been holding by Yu Jin gently broke free, then took the initiative to hold it back and put it on his left chest.

Ding He whispered: "I always thought that I had to work hard to meet other people's expectations so that they wouldn't abandon me. I... I'm already a monster, and I have to get myself back on track."

Yu Jin Said: "You are not a monster, and you don't need to listen to them."

Yu Jin felt as if he closed his eyes and gently rubbed his fingers with the skin under his eyelids.

"But everyone says that. I also know that I'm not like them."

This society is always organized according to a certain order, and only a well-defined order is stable enough, and some people will always be divided into the mainstream. outside. This division is not because they are inherently wrong, but because they are not suitable for this society.

Yu Jin himself is someone who walks on the edge of order. He pays more attention to his own feelings than the views of the outside world. If he is unhappy, he is unhappy, and he will never compromise. But he also knew that he was just lucky and had the right to be arrogant.

Although the construction of order is subjective, the existence of order is objective. Those who do not conform to the mainstream will definitely live a lot harder.

"If you can cater to others, why can't you cater to me in front of me?" Yu Jin said, "I hope at least you can relax in front of me. Whether it's complaining or acting like a spoiled child, or even jealous or unwilling, I can accept it."

Ding He tightened the corners of his mouth: "But everyone has their own troubles. If I always piss you off, won't it make you feel bad? You are already very good to me, and I can't cause you trouble. "

I don't think negative emotions are a shameful thing, everyone will feel down at times." Yu Jin whispered, "I'm not a good-natured person, and I may need you to accommodate me instead."

Ding Heren He couldn't stop laughing, opened his eyes and stared at Yu Jin: "I won't go on like this forever. I will definitely become stronger one day."

"Can you wait for me until that day?"

Yu Jin felt a little in his throat. My heart is beating faster than usual.

He nodded, Ding He smiled even more happily, he leaned forward, only a few centimeters away from Yu Jin, the warm breath when he spoke seemed to be entangled with his breath.

"Then we've agreed. I'll find you in two years." Yu Jin's voice

was hoarse: "Okay."

Ding He looked up at the night sky: "I don't know when the night will pass."

Xiao Suo: "I always feel that you will disappear when the morning is dawn."

Yu Jin said: "Even if you don't see me at dawn, I will not disappear. You can call anytime you want to find me.