Falling for the thug (SAMPLE)

Its all for the money

"Why the fuck are y'all still standing around like you don't got jobs? Get to fucking work I don't pay you to stand!" Khal my brother yell at the workers. I shook my head and put my feet up on the desk.
"These fools think somebody playing with them. Bust a couple caps in they ass you getting too nice. You having to repeat yourself too many times, back then a shot to head would have cleared this whole room out and get everybody back on track" I said shaking my head at him.

"Put yo feet down and act like a lady," Mac tells me as he pushed my legs down. "Everybody don't got to get shot to understand, Karma. Words do work"

"You saying that now" I huffed.  "I do want you to push me one more time though and I want hava a problem shoving this up your ass" I dared Mac as I pull out my gun from my waistband waving it around.

      He jumped, "Khal get yo big head ass sister , she's tripping again" He says making sure to get away from me. My whole crew was filled with nothing but crazy ass men who don't know what "Chill" means. I mean at the snap of my fingers I literally could have a room go up into flames with these fools. They talked a lot of shit but they always managed to get the job done.
     For as long as I could remember this had been my life, while most girls loved the glitter and glam, I loved nothing more but grit and grime. My older brother Khal and I came from basically nothing, my mama was a single mother and the hardest hustler that knew. If we didn't have it, she installed in us to and take it from somewhere or somebody who did.
      While other girls were out as teenagers getting interested in make up, boys, having slumber parties I was learning what an extendo clip was, how make a homemade silencer, and how to finesse a $10 gram to make it look like a $20 G.

" I want you to try me" I aim my gun at his leg and he went and hid behind Khal.

"Stop man because the last time you shot me in the arm it took like three months to heal and I couldn't do shit forever " he says scared. I really didn't have a chill, if I said I was going to do something I was going to do it. Sometimes I needed to shoot these fools back into line just so they remember I might be just like their sister but I don't play that shit when it comes to it with anyone.

"You shot him in the arm he use to jack off with. You messed up his flow" Dre says and we cracked up laughing.

"Nah man cause then I just called yo mama and she did it for me. She know how i like it " mugging him hard Replied Mac.

"You go let him talk about moms like that bro?" I ask laughing.

"It is what it is, he don't get a big enough tax return check to fuck with my mom's" Dre said making me shake my head at his dumb ass. "Plus we all seen the type of females he fuck with. I can't tell if they be girls or niggas with a sew in, fam"

"Yo, Chill with all that. You cutting up. Don't nobody in this room fuck more ugly bitches than Khal" Dre said making my brother throw the knife he was using to open the packages right at him which he barely had time to miss.

"That I'm going to agree with. Tayta crazy as hell and ugly. Like you can't be both, you have to pick a struggle" I agreed.

       As his sister never feel like a female is good enough for my big brother and this bitch was the worst choice either way it went. She the type of bitch that make you stay and shit. Once she tried to kill herself so that he would stay with her. I knew the crazy bitch wouldn't kill herself because she went in a public place and slit her wrist. She just wanted him to stay around and feel bad for her. Shes an attention seeker and I can't stand it! But he love the bitch so much he can't leave her or let her die. That's Just the type of nigga he is. A humble thug. Don't get me wrong my brother ain't soft or nothing., He just humble ass hell and sometimes that causes him to make some really stupid choices.

      It was really crazy because people always expected the roles to be reversed between my brother and I, looking at me you would think I wouldn't be as hot headed and ready to go as I am. I had trouble thinking before I acted, if I felt anything off or felt you were stepping out of place, my natural guard was up and it sent me into attack mode.
      Khal was the complete opposite, he was of a think twice and is this what you really want to do type of man. He tried to problem solve before things got really ugly. His care and compassion for people was much deeper than mine could ever be.

" You got babymama drama and you ain't even got no baby " I sang.

"Karma you don't like anyone so I'm not the least bit fazed by you. If you did like her then I would think there was more of a problem with her" Khal admitted

"There's a lot of girls you've dated in the past that I could have dealt with but I never liked her from the first day I met her. She's sneaky and something don't sit right about her crazy ass. I am a good judge of character, if my something in my spirit doesn't sit right with her then it's because she's not right" I say standing.

"She pissed me off so I don't like her no more either. if Karma shot her im going to laugh " Dre says.

"why now?"

"Because last week she asked me did my mama drop me on my head when I was a baby and was she still smoking that shit " He says and we fell out laughing too "and why y'all laughing no the fuck she ain't she been clean for 8 years so suck my dick and die slowly you bitches " he says making us laugh harder.

"On me though, Brother she look like one of them dogs that be on them commercials all sad and hurt and shit the other day when she was crying cause Khal yelled at her " Micah says making the laughter continue.

"The bitch is nothing but drama I'm telling y'all. She loves to always play hurt, y'all better listen to me" I told them and I ain't shut up as she walked into the place either and everyone else tried to act as if they weren't just talking about her. I was not the least bit scared of her, I was suspicious of her more than anything. Not only did she knew our business, she knew the places that we did business and freely walking in and out like she ran the place, thanks to my brother. I distrusted her and that was never going to change. My spirit is never off. "And I don't like the ugly hoe she's annoying and all she does is cry"
       My brother was giving me the look to just please shut up and not make a big situation out of this today, while our friends just sat back laughing knowing that soon as she felt like she was going to poke her chest out and have the confidence to reply to any shade I threw, I would knock her into next week.
       It wasn't a secret that we had no liking for each other, it also wasn't a secret that I was for brass knuckles, gun play, and razors blades more than I was for a calm approach to talking anything out. I fed off violence, it just fueled me.

Tayta stood with her hand on her hip looking at me.
"Excuse me?"

"No doubt" I reply.

"Khal you better get your sister! She's always been jealous of me and you! She needs to take ass anger management and move on and worry about herself" She rolled her eyes at me.

"Today is not the day! Im PMS'ing with cramps and the safety off my gun. You want to try me? " I asked.

"Karma stop! " Khal yell. I roll my eyes.

"in not about to do this shit today, because it's gone be all arguments because she knows she can't fuck with me. I really don't feel like having to fight all y'all just to kick her in her head so I'm going to go, I got better stuff to do. Micah, lets head out " I walk past her bumping the shit out of her.

     I pulled my down my shades as we stepped out under the hot sun blazing down on New Jersey, unlocking my Range Rover I slid behind the wheel as my best friend, Micah got into the passenger seat.

     "I really don't understand his infatuation with her. It's like day by day she gets more stupid and so does he. He could have been cut this bitch off a long ass time ago, but he chooses to be mr. nice guy and turn the other cheek when it comes to her. I'm telling y'all the same thing I been saying and I will continue until this turns around and bites him in the face, something is off about that girl and she is not to be trusted" I tell him.

     "You got to understand Karma, love will make you blind as hell. It will make you do some stupid things and not hear shit anyone is telling you. The only way Khal is gone learn is for him to be burnt." Micah replies.

     "And as soon as she hurts my brother, I got the perfect place to bury her"