My First Kiss

Her First Kiss

Her POV

Sabi nila, ang unang halik daw ay special.
At dapat na ito ay mararanasan lamang sa taong special para sayo.

Tama, para nga lang ito sa taong magiging special sa buhay mo, pero sa nangyari sa akin ay hindi.

Dahil ninakaw ito sa akin ng isang taong hindi ko inaasahang unang makakahalik sa akin. Ang taong hindi naman special para sa akin.

Ninakaw ang naging unang halik ko ng isang lalaking nangangalang "Jake" pero mas gusto niyang tinatawag siyang "Jax".

Arogante, concieted playboy slash "Badboy".

At kung tatanungin n'yo ako kung paano nangyari 'yun?

His friend playfully push him to me.

And after a split second, our lips touched. Eeew!

Sabi nila, kapag naranasan mo na daw ang unang halik, pakiramdam mo parang may mga paru-parung lumilipad sa loob ng iyong tiyan,
but I felt nothing as if it wasn't anything special.

Simula noon, madalas na akong sinusundan ni Jax. Nakakainis lang pero iniisip niya na may magbabago sa aming dalawa pagkatapos ng halik na 'yun.

But no, I just got more irritated.
I was a nobody and he was somebody.

Iniwasan ko siya pagkatapos ng pangyayaring 'yun but not until graduation.

He went near me as I wanted to walk away from him.

Pero parang may bumubulong sa akin na kinatatakutan kong marinig sa kung anumang sasabihin niya.

I fell in love with Jax noong highschool pa lamang kami.

He was sweet and caring. Isang bagay na hindi ko naranasan sa aking ama.

He waited for me. He was patient.

"Ella, hey!" tawag niya. Araw ng graduation ko sa highschool.

"Jax". I stuttered

No, he still loves me.

"I know you aren't ready yet. And I totally get that..."

Silence.

"But I'm human, I can't wait that long. I may be patient. I get tired too. You can't blame me. I'm sorry for bugging you over that stupid kiss." he said.

Ginulo niya ang medyo brownish niyang buhok habang sinasabi ang mga katagang yun.

He just called that kiss, stupid? Why?

Tumango ako habang pinipigilan kong tumulo ang aking luha. It hurt.

Ang sakit pala na marinig.

He looked up and saw the tears in my eyes.

"Congratulations Jax Smith. You just broke another girl's heart." I said.

He looked shocked. I was too. When this certain sexy blond hair girl went near him and pulled him to her. Kissing his lips and while saying,

"Hey Jax, tonight?" she asked, tracing his arms with her hot pink nails.

I was devastated.

Sinampal ko siya. Masakit sa palad ko ang pagkakasampal ko sa kaniya pero mas masakit ang nararamdaman ng puso ko.

"I knew it. Hindi mo kayang magmahal ng isang taong katulad ko lang. People like you prefer people like them."  sabi ko habang tinuturo ang mala-manikang babaeng katabi niya.

"I hope to never see you again." I said, coldly.

"Hey! Please, let me explain.." he said while trying to reach out for my arm but I shook him off.

"You're nothing to my life." I said, coldly as I could.

As only I could muster, "You're nothing but my first kiss. That's it."