Jessica's POV
I had woken up to my mom screaming obnoxiously loud at my brother, He is 6 years older than me,His name is Terrence. I groaned and put the pillow over my head, I hear the door slam open and hit the wall behind it and I instantly shot up.
"Jessica get the hell out of bed " my mother screams in her usual annoying tone
"You're absolutely crazy" I say as I roll out of bed and grabbing my phone.
"Don't You speak to me like that or you will never hear the end of it " she says pushing me out of the doorway.
"I didn't even want to hear the beginning of it" I mumbled under my breath.I make my way into the shower, I was honestly still 97% asleep. I play my music by two if my favorite bands sleeping with sirens and Pierce The Veil. I got undress and dragged my way into the shower. I let the warm water hit my asleep face and I instantly wake up a little bit more. I hear a bang on the door,
"hurry the Fuck up Jess ur such a slow ass, My god" My loving brother Terrence grunts , I remember how I have to go to school and see the bully's and the people who hate me , so basicly like everyone , and have to see all the teachers who all hate me for sleeping and playing on my phone during classes, it'll be one hell of a miserable day. I start to tear because all I want to do is end it all, and be normal for a chance. I get out of the shower and begin to blow dry my hair and apply light make up. I put my burgundy cardigan , a black short sleeve shirt, my dark blue jeans and my burgundy vans. I grab my book bag which was a black vans book bag. I slip in my headphones into my ears and start walking down stairs and towards the door . I'm listening to "king for a day" by Pierce the Veil ft kellin Quinn on with my volume all the way up. I say bye to my mom and try to leave without hearing a rude remark but it won't happen.I pause my music because I hear her annoying voice.
"Try to make some friends loser your in 11th grade for gods sake,come home with a boy, or at least a girl,seriously " she says then slamming the door right after. I Just continue walking and not looking up, always looking down at my feet. I guess that's a side affect of low self esteem , lack of confidence , and trust issues , so a combination of all the things that make me as shitty as I am to this day.
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