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§ 79 - TXT : RESENTMENT §

Requested by @kpoptastic3013
Caregiver : TXT
Little : Yeonjun

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Soobin take a glance over the oldest, he's worried about the oldest. Ever since his solo stage on MAMA, people keep talking about it.

I don't know which bad part of the performance they see on the stage? Everything just silk like, nothing is wrong about it to be honest.

Yeonjun always put himself on edge, didn't allow any mistake to happen again. He's tired of backlash and hate comment during early debut.

TXT surely was debut during BTS already on their top, and people surely have a high expectations for their younger group.

Having a huge pressure ever since debut surely make em afraid to make a mistake neither to make a fuss over a small thing.

And one of thing that I hate during that phase is, people refer them as BTS lil brother. Not as TXT!

TXT and BTS have difference concept let alone their discography, and I swear TXT's discography catch my attention more than BTS did. (MY OPINION.. DON'T HATE ME)

Few years passed by, now TXT already known with their own story and universe even have much stable fandom compared during their debut.

Speaking of that, they really represent their flower and animal for their debut video. And the one who catch my attention is Yeonjun.

He really represent the meaning of Tulip and Pupae. He's shining bright between stars that surrounding him and always eager to fall in love with new things.

And that love surely led him to death and overthinking. Yes! He surely grown into a much better Yeonjun but he's hurting himself more than he think.

Yeonjun stare at his reflection on the mirror, the sweat beads fall of from his forehead. He sigh and smirk, "Don't let yourself fail Choi Yeonjun.. You overcome everything just to be here.. Suck your ass!"

He turns on the radio again, dancing on the beat for uncountable time. He push himself over the limit, and soon his eyesight become blurry.

He can feel warm tears fall down to his cheek, the fragile body finally give up. He lay on his back and let out a cry.

He's tired of hiding everything he feel, how he wish he can turn back time. He don't want to be here and people only acknowledge him as "Imperfect Yeonjun".

He wants people to acknowledge him as Yeonjun, the one who deserved the title as ACE OF TXT, not the one who make a mess.

Yeonjun cry his lung out, he's tired and don't know to who he want to turn back. Being the oldest sometimes take a toll on his mental health, "Make it stop... Please..."

"He's the Ace? More like a loser.. The other member should shine more than him.."

"This collaboration stage? More like super solo stage.. Who the hell allow this to happen?!"

"Silk performance? Ace of the group? Are you serious Hybe?"

"Wait ?! This is the stage that he's proud off? No way, that's such a stupid stage.."

"Back off Yeonjun!"

The poor guy curl into a ball shape, he bites his own lower lips to hide his tears and cry but that just hurting him more.

He can't cry his lung out, this pain is too much too handle and he can't do this any longer. He really wants to escape this reality, and without he realize there's someone who have been watching over him since few hours ago.