you're a doll, you are flawless
Thats exactly what Satoru thought whenever he saw suguru doing literally anything. Often, he would think that he is genuinely a doll. And maybe—maybe Suguru Geto had too many flaws, more than anyone else but it didnt matter at all. Because in Satorus eyes he was just enough and nothing really impacted the way he felt towards him. Did he know that it was his best friend, and just that? Absolutely. Did the one and Only Gojo Satoru fall extremely for Geto Suguru? Certainly as well
To him, Geto Suguru was probably the most breathtaking creature this world has ever created. The day he was born the stars were shining so brightly unlike every other night. He was convinced that his best friend was the most precious gift he was given by life— and had to protect it at all costs. Purity and limitless perfection was portrayed in satorus eyes, when gazing Suguru
But it was his best friend, and partner. As impulsive as Gojo Satoru can be, the sturdy man with the gorgeous blue eyes which seemed to be clearer than the ocean itself, was incapable of admitting it to the fullest extent, and saying it. Maybe vocalising his feelings was truly extravagant for him because he had never—not even once in his life fallen for a soul so hard and compulsively.
Sometimes, Satoru would consider himself a creep and that didn't bother him at some point.Not a few were the times in which Suguru's features were bit too fascinating than usual causing his best friend staring at him for way too long—unintentionally. It had to be said though, that it was beyong his own powers not to do it.But how coudnt he have not fallen for this majestic soul?
Satoru adored the way suguru smirked when he bragged about all the great things they had done together, just the two of them. And oh lord, the sparkling sunshine appearing in his eyes when he gazed the city lights during nightime— that seemed to amaze him every single time. Thats why, he wholeheartedly showed suguru his favourite spot to observe the tiny world they live. and the way his eyes patterned in awe, with a warming smile forming on his face meaning, suguru was happy——melt his soul.
Infinity— an infinity is the proper word Satoru would most likely use if being asked for "how long are you willing to wait for Suguru to be yours". Beyond his own thoughts.He had he spent countless nights praying to any divine entity that might exists, that one day courage will be built into his heart to say his desires.
Tonight was delightful. Hundreads of stars were embellishing the nightsky with distinct,whereas the moon was whole and appeared glossier than ever. Nature itself, the entire world was harmonised that night just foe these two youngsters. They were sitting next to each other, no words had been exchanger just a reassuring silence was taking over the entire place. At that moment, the time was passing slowly to the point that it could be regarded as a century. But it wasnt akward, it was just enough.The romantic scene had to be quick interrupted by Satoru's loud sneeze. Suguru spontaneously turned to his side and laughed quietly— as per usual. His tall figure approached his best friend smoothly and slipped over his arms the leathery jacket he had brought with him in case incidents like this occurred. It smelled like lavender with a pinch of the green tea Suguru prepares early in the morning and boozes extremely fast as if it's a shot of mixto tequila.
Everything felt more intense— the way Satoru exhaled and inhaled air was much faster and Suguru started worrying about a possible attack of anything. He asked him right away, if his health was lets say— okay— at least not that horrific. His response was stiff and dry, no words escaped from his mouth just a simple nod calmed down Suguru a lot. They were sitting too close to each other. maybe closer than ever. The gap between their torsos touching was tiny as hell but none of them bothered to fixate their position.
Satoru was undeniably going through a gigantic crisis that had never experienced before in his life. The only certain thing coming up was his following confession that would either traumatise him— or no? it was too much too handle and the amount of time he had spent obssesing over suguru could be deemed a lot, maybe more than a lot. One day he would learn about this, why not saying it now.
He took one big breathe, shaking Suguru's arm which was settled on his knee causing him to frantically breathe out. "Satoru, what the fuck is wrong with you?" those were the first words being heard from him today." Suguru, i like you. More than a friend. That's why i am acting like this—" Satoru firmly exclaimed — nothing more nothing less was being confessed. Raw, slow and fearless are the perfect adjectives to describe the way he let it all out, better than what he anticipated.
A long silence followed. If it was able to be done,it would have been thoroughly described how the weather worsened and became colder than before.It was too blurry to find the contrast of the picture and analyse futher anything, Satoru & Suguru focused on different universes while both of their hearts were racing the fastest. Innocently as the gods allowed a creature to ever possible be, Suguru turned to face his desr friend. Just to observe his concern and scan the fears through his eyes in seconds as he always did.
Suguru paused for a second before grabbing and kissing satorus face senseless, breathless, passionately. In the most loving way to ever exist. And after he let go, he hugged him the tightest providing him with the warmth Satoru had been craving for so long...Suguru physically lodged all his trust, vulnerability, feelings, into this no ending hug that was enough to make satoru tear up out of joy.
No longing for a change they remained like that for hours, reminding to each other how flawless their bond is and how their own persobal flaws tangle with each other's resulting to perfection.
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you're a doll, you're flawless | satosugu
Fanfictionheavily inspired by the song "flawless" by the neighbourhood satosugu fluff • oneshot !