OK let me tell you about this life just in a more present time. I know im confusing. but I'm four months pregnant.
"I still don't know how to tell Eric." i tell Paris.she says
"i think you should just tell him before you start to show or before someone tells him for you."
"I know, I know and your right. ill tell him as soon as i see him next."
"OK but i got to go home its getting late. I love you." she says
"love you too. drive safe." After Paris left my house i took a shower. When i got out of the shower i walked into my room as my cell-phone was ringing. as i am putting my clothes on i answer ''Hello?"
"hey,babe. Sorry I'm just leaving work." he says
"No, It's fine. But, um What are you doing tonight?'' i ask
he says ''Nothing why? do you wanna come over?''
"yeah. Ill be there in like ten minutes." then i hang up. As im brushing my hair i go downstairs to see my mom look up at me from what shes cooking.
"Hey,Honey. Going out?" she asks with a smile.
I tell her "yeah. I'm going over to Eric's for awhile.okay?"
"Yeah. um did you tell him yet?"
"no. I'm going to go tell him right now." i tell her
"OK, well we find out what your having at your next appointment." I As i pull away from my house and drive for a little bit I finally pull up to Eric's house. When I turn off my car and step out. I see that he is sitting on his porch. He says hi and we go inside. As i sit on the couch he brings me a bottle of water and asks, "So what do we need to talk about?'' When he asked me i just kept thinking what willl he say. i'm so scared to tell him.
So I say ''Eric," deep breathe "I'm..... pregnant." I have never ever seen him smile so big. (: it was the cutest thing ever.
Erics pov.
As cassie tells me that she is pregnant,I feel like I just started breathing for the frist time. I'm so stoked knowing that Cassie is carrying my baby my baby i just love the way that sounds. After its been quiet for awhile I ask ''do you know what we are having?''
she says ''No. i find out next month. Do you want to come with me to it?''
"' yes. Do you want a boy or a girl?'' I ask
shes thinking and then finally says "A boy you?''
"I want a girl."
"I'm so gald your happy. And I''ll be eighteen before the baby comes" she says
and I smile and ask '' can I feel the baby move yet?''
she says ''i don't know but,I pee my pants all the time now.'' I can't help but too laugh at this. I look at Cassie , when she sees that i am staring at her she smiles and says "what?"
so then i ask her." Cassie, Will you move in with me?" When she doesnt say anything for awhile im so scared she going to say no. and when she finally agrees. I feel like the happiest man alive. I couldnt ask for anything more, I already have the perfect family. The only thing keeping me from that is the two secerts i have and dont know how to tell cassie without her hating me. I love her. Its just this secert is haunting me and will destroy her if she knew i cared.
