why? -young royals

chapter 7

Pov Wilhelm
I woke up by Kyle screaming because a spider was in the bathroom, the headache hit me as bom just as the memoires form yesterday sadly I hadn't drinked engouh to forget everything I felt embarrassed for crying so much after I went into my dorm I cried for a good 3 hours Simon probably heard me

"Yo what you thinking about?" Brian walked out of a bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist "oh just headach-" wait a min "YOU GOT A TOP SUGERY!?" I screamed of excitement "yea I got one" He gave me bit of a embarrassed smile that one of things I hate of my prince "dutys" I couldn't be by the special moments of my friends

"Well we gonna get breakfast make sure to be fast we have to be in church in hour" Brian said and I watch them walk out of the door

Shit I tottaly forget about the church, I honestly hate going the church at Hillerska not that I have something against God and stuff but I hate just going their I always have sit in the first place like I was god "favourite" only thing that made church a bit better was Simon but was am I thinking their is no simon their is no Wilhelm and simon no more.

I sighed and picked some clothes and walked out of door goodmoring Hillerska

Simon pov
I couldn't sleep last night because of Wilhelm I could hear his sob trough the wall when I did finnaly fell sleep I felt in sleep with biggest guilt I could ever feel

That was why I was sitting as one of the only at the breakfast Brian and Kyle just left the whole time they gave me dirty looks what if they know what happend? Is that why their acting like this? A million questions running trough my head none of them answered I started to bit my lip until he walked away

Wilhelm, he looked miserable like he hasn't slept in days the guilt started building up again he grabbed some toast and sat some few sits away form me I built every confidence up I had just to break it off I was gonna sit next to him

"Hey" I said "Hey" he mumbled back he looked up for a few seconds and our eyes locked the sparks form his eyes were away I loved those sparks I could look them for hours but now they we're gone they took his spark they took him they took my Wilhelm

"Can we talk after church in the music room?" I asked looking at him hopefully "about what" he said frustrated, I didn't except that I though he would say yes not to act like that "about what hell you think!?" I said, if he was gonna act like this I could do it back "yea sure whatever" he said, he didn't even bother to look up, "okay see you their" I said harsh back sometimes I couldn't believe this boy the other time he was so sweet and nice and now he was like some bich

I stood up and left this wanst MY WILHELM

Wilhelm pov
I couldn't believe that I talked to him like that I watched him walked out of door why was I acting so harsh to him!? I totally deversed that he was mad I wanted to apologise so bad but my body was holding me back I sighed and put my plate away I hated myself.

I walked into church everywhere I felt eyes on me like I was walking the church in butt ass naked only thing that made me feel better at the moment was that my 2 bestfriends were walking next to me their is also weird ass "tradition" where the royal and his "people" walk the church in as last I hated it everyone looking at me

Me Brian and Kyle sat down and the choir started singing I tried to keep my eyes off him but I couldn't resist it I looked him but I immediately reget it he looked so mad,stressed not when I saw for the first time his "happy" spark was away and it was all my fault.

---~time skip~---
I was waiting for simon he took longer cause he was in choir I was so anxious why the hell I agreed on this? Just when I was about to leave he walked in

"Hey" I sighed, he just looked at me and stand infornt "why you wanted to talk?" What dumb question I know the answer he scoffed "why I wanted to talk!?, I think you damn well why" I sighed and look at him "I just wanted to protect you" A smirk slipped away from his face "Protect me?, AT THE MOMENT IT LOOKS MORE YOU WANT TO PROTECT FUCKING AUGUST" now I was mad why couldn't he get it!? "SEE I EXCALTY KNOW HOW YOU WOULD REACT YOU LOOK LIKE FUCKING MANIC" not even second later I finished what I said I reget it

He looked at me before I could even say a thing a tear drop "if one person here is a manic it you" he hold up my diagnose paper it showed I was bipolar I was in shock

"Boo bich" he said