i try to convince myself that i hate you
it doesn't work much
but i still remind myself
every dayi hate you for what you did to me
i hate you for hurting me like this
knowing
i was already in this fucked up in my mind
i was already hurting with things to begin withi hate you so much
i hate you for hitting me
i hate you for using mei hate you for saying the words
that you knew would break me into more piecesthe words that struck me
in ways that i've never felt beforei tell myself
i hate you so fucking much
but the sad truth isi'm not over you
i don't think i ever will bei'm still in love with you
and it feels like i always will be.
YOU ARE READING
it's all ur fault
Randomhow this boy broke my heart and how it felt when everything crashed down this is rlly messy idk i wrote it while i cried and i didn't edit it