today i found out that you were in my class
the anxiety
and panic
and sadness that i try so hard to push down
it all came back at once.
my class was changed before i even got there
because i went to my social worker
and told her
how i felt and how i wasn't okay with it
and how focusing in class
would be far too difficult
with him being there.
but that feeling i felt
it's not fair that i have to feel that
every time that i'm even near you
it's not fair that i had to go through that
just to get away from you
it's not fair that i feel like this every time i see you
YOU ARE READING
it's all ur fault
Randomhow this boy broke my heart and how it felt when everything crashed down this is rlly messy idk i wrote it while i cried and i didn't edit it
