sometime i feel as if vinnie is going to break up with me. i mean i can't even say i love him or give him kisses. hell i can't even hug him sometimes. and it's all thanks to my stupid asshole ex
a little background story.
i was with an abusive asshole for 3years and he changed everything about me. i use to be every free and outgoing but now i don't have as much friends as i use to. hell i am surprised vinnie even asked me out.
don't get me wrong i am glad he did bc he has helped me so much. everytime i get a panic attacks he is always there, when i have nightmares he is always there, or if i am having an episode he try's to walk me through it.
i absolutely love vinnie but i just can't saying it which is annoying. we have been dating for about a year and even though he says "it's fine i don't show a lot of affection he won't leave me". i call bs because who would want to stay in a relationship where the person can't even say i love you and say thank you instead .
flashback
3rd person y/n and vinnie were laying down watching twenty five- twenty one on netflix. Y/n was laying vinnie's chests which surprised vinnie but he didn't say anything.
"hey baby" vinnie said "hm" y/n responded "i love you" vinnie said which cause y/n to freeze not knowing what to say
of course she loves him but she can't form her mouth to say it
"i- thank you" y/n said vinnie understoond why she couldn't say so he just left it. he just wanted to let her know that she did
flashback over
i just want to go up to him and give him a fat kiss. which could lead to other things but one step at a time. i got so distracted in my thoughts i didn't even hear vinnie come in.
"hey baby. you good?" vinnie asked warping his arms around me
"yeah just thinking" i told him
this is a good moment to tell him my feelings. right? i mean we are cuddled up. ok just do it's y/n
"um vinnie i have something to tell you" i said turning around
"yeah what's up?" he ask putting some hair behind my ear
"um i- i love you" i said not looking at him
"really" vinnie asked lifting my head up to look at him
i nodded
"you don't know how long i waited to hear you say that baby" vinnie said giving me a kiss
"i am sorry it took me so long to tell you that" i said feeling bad
" hey hey, it's ok because i knew you love me without you having to say it but FUCK hearing it makes it 100% times better" vinnie then brought me to the bed and had me sit in his lap
"thank you for being patient with me." i told him sincerely
"of course baby. even if you haven't said you love me i still would have stayed with you. i love you and nothing is going to change that." he said giving me another kiss
with not pulling away he deepened the kiss. wanting to take one thing at a time i slowly pulling away.
" one thing at a time vin" i told him laying down on the bed
"i know. now let's cuddle while watching your favorite show" vinnie said giving me one last kiss
"i love you"
"i love you too"
a/n: i didn't know how to finish this off
request by: Anonymous
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