" tell me it's not true!" The muscular man yell at the smaller man who tried to suppress his tear from coming but failed.
" I'm sorry Tae..." The smaller man said. His lip quivering while his nose keep on sniffing.
" that's all you can say!!" He yelled loudly at the smaller's face. His one hand stroking his styled hair frustratingly.
" DAMN IT" stand up, he put his hand on the table wiping all the glass decorations falling to the floor shattering and scattered everywhere.
" I'm sorry....Tae.... I Know it's not going to ease the pain by just saying sorry" he said then continue to sob.
" Since when kang Jinsu? When are you cheating on me?!!" He asked, his face turn blank when his eyes turned cold.
" When you was in Japan two years ago... I feel like you don't love me anymore... you've never care about me but your work. It's started as a normal date at first but we keep meet up from time to time. He always comforts me when you and I fight. I-I'm...three months pregnant" Jinsu said his eyes unfocused, dare not look at the muscular man.
" So you're playing victim now when you're lying to me that you're pregnant but instead of you're giving me my heir. You're pregnant with him that bastard!! if I didn't figure it out myself. Maybe you keep lying forever Didn't you?!" He walk close to the small guy who sit on the bed and his head keep bowing down.
" I give you all Jinsu, luxury car, big mansion-"
" But I don't want all of that! I only want love... Sometimes I just want a bit of your time but you can't give me that, right? I want to be like us when we were in highschool or college...you always ask me, am I eating well, How was my day" he said and decided to look up at Taehyung's face " but now nothing... We're living in the same house yet I feel like we're so far from each other, you came home late, never give me any affection, I have no longer see that in your eyes, I feel insecure. I know I'm wrong and there's no excuse of cheating but I feel alone, I don't want to be alone" he said all of that then burst out in tear.
" I'll look after you and the kid just stay with me, I'll forget all of this ever happened to us. I promise, just choose me and walk away from him I'll forget everything" Taehyung said cupping his lover's face and kisses his forehead but Jinsu grab both of the hands that stayed on each side of his cheeks away.
" I love you.... but I can't live without him, I'm sorry Taehyung. You can forget everything but I can't... I will move out tomorrow" he said then get up from leaving Taehyung who sit alone on the bed like a statue his face is in hurtful regret.
If only he can turn back time he will make everything right, he hate Jinsu that cheating on him but deep down he knows it's also part of his fault. He loves kid, Jinsu always wanted kid but Taehyung always busy, he always left Jinsu alone. when he's sick he always call to Taehyung before but after he's someone behind Taehyung's back he never contacted Taehyung. when he's sick when Taehyung tried to taking care of him or offer to take him to the hospital he refused all the time, he said he can go alone and he do it all the time. So now he also can go alone. Taehyung just ignore because he trust they love each other that he's never think of something like this would happened but now it's happening maybe it's their fate.
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One Year Later
After his breaking up with his lover Taehyung tried to keep himself with work until he woke up in the hospital nobody take care of him. He's alone in the VIP room in the hospital that he own. No matter how much he earn all of that just there's nothing, he feel nothing now he understands the feeling of loneliness that Jinsu said. his eyes well up in tear when he thinks of his ex boyfriend for almost five years, he still can't forget him. Why Jinsu did it so easily? It's fucking five years of them being together.
