I never really considered this but its the only thing that really helped. After all nobody would notice. I could walk around town with shorts and short sleeves and have nobody question it.
I was really happy as a little girl. My mom and dad were happily married. I was the only child. But it all happened after they got an divorce. I never really knew why. I was only 5 at the time. I'm now 17.
My dad completely ignored his 'family'. My mom started drinking and doing drugs when I was 10. My dad got remarried and had other kids. He seemed happy.
I guess the only good thing was my mom never beaten me. Just ignored me.
I have straight A's. I always sat in the back of the class. I only had one friend that acknowledge my presence. But he also had a hard life at home. His dad was a terrible person. I don't know what really happens there but most of the time Pete comes to school all bruised. I hated his dad.
The night he left was April 6, 2006. He shot himself. Its now January 10, 2007. Its been so hard. I'm left alone in this cruel world.
So I am going to do what's best for me. I'm going to end it.
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So there's that.. I might write chapter 1 later tonight if I have enough reads. Lawl.
So until again ---DesireeSong of the day - Better Off Dead by Sleeping With Sirens
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The Ghost Of You
FanficShe just wanted it to end. For once and for all. Her family always ignored her, people at school don't even know who she is, and she had only one friend. He committed suicide. She is left alone in the world. She has no one. Just when she was about...