Chapter 11 - Pure Sean Doesn't Exist
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"Hmmmh"
When Sean's lips were pressed against mine, my throat made a soft sound. The hands that were originally on my neck moved to my cheeks. His lips are gently sucking my lips, they've shifted position to just suck on my bottom lip.
His actions are very smooth and slow. After hearing me let out the hmh sound, he used his lips to lightly sweep my lips before resuming the suction again.
His lips and tongue gently tested the waters and didn't try to enter my mouth.
It's not like I haven't kissed anyone before in my life. I've kissed a few times, but they're all just lips touching and that's all. I have a girlfriend in high school. It's been a long time since we parted ways and I didn't look for anyone else, because I was concentrating on the entrance exam. Consequently, I'm not Sean's first experience when it comes to this either.
While Sean is kissing me, our noses also lightly touch. He released his tongue and brushed my lips. I was surprised by this. The tip of his tongue is tracing against the opening of my lips slowly as if he's trying to familiarize himself with my lips. Although he hasn't tried to force the opening, I'm feeling strange as I'm not used to this feeling. Every time his tongue touches my lips, I will instinctively close my lips tightly.
He laid me down on the bed carefully. He waited until I was lying down comfortably before he got on top of me.
When he gently parted my lips, I didn't know how to react. I don't know what I should do, I don't even dare to look at him. I can only feel my heart beating as frantically as never before in my life.
"Why are you keeping your mouth shut? Don't shut your mouth," Sean said to me softly. He used his hand to pinch my chin to open my mouth and began his gentle kiss again. I looked at him straight in the eye by accident and stiffened momentarily.
"I'm going for real this time."
Sean didn't wait for my answer and started kissing me again. He used both hands to cup my cheeks. His tongue was about to enter my mouth, but I felt it and closed my lips immediately. Sean has resumed his gentle kiss and doesn't seem to be in a hurry for me to open up again.
While he was kissing me softly, he used his hand to stroke my head. It's like he tells me there's nothing to fear. When I calmed down a little, I opened my lips a little. The tip of his tongue entered and touched the tip of mine gently.
It's so weird...but I can't explain how weird it is.
His tongue began to comb the walls of my mouth and the entirety of it. He used his tongue to tease my tongue teasingly - it's like he's trying to make friends with my tongue. Sounds started to come out of our throats as I gripped the sheets beneath me.
As the kiss becomes more intense, my toes begin to curl. Sean's hands, which are touching my body, have started to move from my abdomen to my inner thighs. His hands are approaching the area between my legs. I was shocked and bit his tongue.
"Ouch!"
Sean withdrew his tongue and covered his mouth. I was startled by what I did, I got up and grabbed his arm.
"Sorry, I didn't do it on purpose. Does it hurt?"
"It's All right."
Sean used his tongue to lick his lips. I think I might have bitten him until he bled since I can taste blood first.
"Are you... are you really okay?" I lifted my head and asked again. He grabbed my arm
"It's okay, let's continue."
