From the day I was born.
My life has been torn,
My feelings I can not holster,
They are always on a roller coaster,
Sun glasses stay on.
For water works may come on.
As pieces lay on the floor shattered.
My mind stays Battered.
What I do is not right.
But my future is not in sight.
I try so hard to stay strong.
But it don't last long.
Things always look bleak.
Have I turned weak?
A man that took things head on.
Now just wants to be gone.
Soul searching is what I have done.
Found out I have none.
That lie that comes in one line.
I'M FINE.
The impossible cry.
Has been denied.
A 72 hour hold at this point.
Is better then to disappoint.
Day by day.
I hear what the voices Say.
So from the start.
Was like a dagger in the heart.
As words were spoke that morning.
They came with a warning.
That warning is slowly coming true.
This roller coaster I must subdue.
If time is on my side.
Why do I sit idle by?
While my head is in a daze.
I see the error of my ways.
I am often asked why my writing is so dark.
True writing comes from the heart.
What is true happiness?
Does it come from the Bliss?
People live for today.
But the future I convey.
MY sites have been set.
But was told to hit the button for a reset.
I sit and watch lives move forward.
As mine is tortured.
