—— days later
I haven't seen Jake over these days, not even at school since I was off computer duties this week. That means I had so much extra time to spend with sunoo and niki.
today they came over to sleep over, "you never really told us what was going on between you and Jake." niki grabbed a pillow from his side and held onto it, waiting for a response
there was nothing to add on really but they wanted to know more, "I told you, I was drunk. Accidentally kissed him and it's making it really hard to be around him."
chuckles emitted from behind me, sunoo came in. "What if you liked it, what if you're starting to like him which is why it's hard for you to talk to him."
"A crush? You think I'm crushing on that crazy fool Jake?" my brow drew in together, sunoo and niki gave me a face..."you sure you're doubting yourself." type of look.
"or simply it's fate, think about those words Sunghoon and Yeseo told you. And plus it's better getting along than hating each other isn't it?" sunoo tilted his head for reformation.
"I am not, I don't have feelings for him!" I shout out loud but I don't mean to, Niki's face was incredulous...but slowly turned guilty.
"You're thinking of him aren't you?" niki whispered, sunoo caught on.
"You're afraid to admit you maybe like Jake because you don't want to hurt like last time..."
he was right, and tears swelled up in me thinking of the things I had to go through with Yewon and him both. How I was caged in for months and didn't talk to anyone because of how bad Yewon got hurt and blamed me for it.
"oh yoo, you don't have to be scared. He wasn't the right one for you, but that doesn't mean you should be afraid to move on and give it another shot?" sunoo patted my shoulder.
"You really think so?"
"Sure, I mean at least this time you won't have Yewon raging over to you about it if it doesn't go well." he joked around, I laughed because he was right.
I can just imagine how mad Yewon would be this time if I got with another one of her boyfriends. At least this time, if I get hurt...Yewon won't experience it too.
"that's funny I've got to admit."
"We know it is, now get to sleep Yoo. We're going out together!!" Ni-ki and sunoo cheersd in unison.
—— MORNING
morning hit, the floor was empty. They must've been in the kitchen, I rushed down the stairs. To be greeted by four guys instead of two.
Sunghoon, and Jake?
"What are you guys doing here, it's 11 am." I rubbed my eyes tiredly. "we're all going out with you, I just came here to deliver some things to jake's house and we came here on the way." hoon ruffled my head.
"Watch it Ice penguin, this hair is valuable."
"anyways, eat quickly! We've got to go."
"Where ?!"
"Does it matter ?! Just eat !"
—— time skip
we've arrived, I gulped looking at some of the items at the place. When it came to this place I know that the boys would want to do the crazy stuff, and I'm not up for it.
"The amusement park ?!" my jaw dropped, while the boys shouted "surprise!!"
"Ni-ki got some tickets for us, and it was free...i don't know what he did to convince the workers but he's niki after all!" sunoo shook his head, as well as the other boys watching niki who grinned at the moment.
"Well... what are we waiting for?! LET'S HAVE FUN!!"
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