my friend, my savior, my love (OnHold)

my friend, my savior, my love

hello po. :) this story is just a product of my crazy imagination. first time ko lang pong magsulat, masyado kasi akong nainspire kela Ate Aly, Ate Ai, Ate Denny at SGWannaB. :)))))) at wala rin po kasi akong magawa, (actually marami akong tambak na school works pero tinatamad talaga ako ^_^ sorry naman nu, kakapagod kayang maging estudyante ^_^v) so yun na nga, bale hindi talaga dahil sa wala akong magawa kaya ko ito naisulat, wala lang talaga ako sa mood gumawa ng mga paperworks ko, lutang kasi ang lola nyo. :)) hmmmmmmmmp. d ko na patatagalin to, sana magustuhan nyo po. ^_^ kung hnd okay lang din naman :))))))) God bless everyone ^_-v

Prologue....

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ang pagsusulat kapag masyadong diniinan, hanggang sa susunod na pahina nagmamarka. katulad ng pagmamahal, kapag masyado mong ibinigay ang lahat, yung sakit na gawa ng nakaraan, dala pa rin hanggang sa kasalukuyan.

~unknown~

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sa lahat ng sakit na narasan ko, makakaya ko pa kayang umibig pang muli???? natatakot ako.......... he WAS my strength, he WAS my hope, he WAS my life, he WAS my everything.... but what??? what did i get in return??? yeah, i get nothing. N-O-T-H-I-N-G.

so now how can i learn to love someone else if my heart is still locked in my past??????? †_†

moreover, how can i learn to love someone if i have forgotten how to love myself first???

i really hope that there is SOMEONE out there who is brave and courageous enough to rescue and fight for my heart and to save me from this downfall. :(((((((

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