Fear

Chapter 8

I woke up to Adrian's loud crying. He had been in the room with my mother and Keisha. I looked at the clock to see that it was 4 in the morning. I rubbed my eyes and walked to Adrain. I picked him up and felt his diaper. He was soaking wet. I kissed his cheek and changed his diaper. I brought him back in the room with me and Jamel. I laid next to Jamel and rocked Adrian back to sleep.

"Lil man straight?" Jamel asked yawning. I nodded as Adrian started to close his eye. I laid Adrian on my chest as we fell asleep. I got to get use to this.

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I woke you to Adrian crying again. He was laying on my chest squirming around as he hollored. I grabbed him and held him. It was 8 in the morning now. I got up to fix him a bottle. I'm so tired and everyone is still asleep. Adrian watched as I fixed his cereal. I took him to the couch and turned on Sesame Street. I began to feed him as he watched the colors on the TV flash by. He is just the cutest little thing. My mother came down the stairs dressed for work. She looked at me and smiled.

"Awe. Baby you look so tired." She said kissing my forehead and sitting next to me. I just laid my head on her shoulders. I pulled the bottle out of Adrian's mouth so he could breathe some. He started to whine. I put the bottle back in his mouth and looked at him.

"Momma, what are we going to do? I feel like everything is hitting me so fast." I said to her.

"I know baby. It's just a responsibility that you have to take now."She said rubbing my shoulder.

"I just have a feeling that things will go bad. Real fast. Like something is going to happen. But I don't want to jinx anything." I said.

"Why do you think that?" She asked.

"I think me and Jamel are going to fall out amd be done for. And..." I said as i started to whisper. "I think Victor will appear." I finished. She just looked at me and shook her head.

"Baby nothing will happen to you or this family. I have to go. I love you. Take care of my grandkids." She said. I smiled as she kissed Adrian's face. He smiled and kicked his legs. She walked out the door and then drove off. Adrian was going to sleep. I picked him up amd burped him. He then fell back asleep. I went to put him in the bed with Jamel and put pillows beside him.

"I got to get him a crib." I said to myself. I went into the other room to check on Keisha. She was still asleep. I kissed her cheek and went back downstairs to cook breakfast. I made grits, eggs, bacon, and toast. I set the table and fixed their plates. I got them orange juice snd filled their cups. I woke up Keisha and Jamel to tell them to come eat. We all went downstairs. They ate as I cleaned up in the kitchen.

"You not eating?" Jamel ask. I looked and shook my head. I noticed him texting and smiling at his phone a lot. I didn't say anything though. After I finished cleaning, I cleaned Keisha up. I took her to the room and got her toys out. I put on her favorite movie. She loved Barbie. I had brought her a Barbie movie before. I went to go lay with Adrian, who was sound asleep. Jamel soon walked in. He was texting and put his phone in his pocket. He slapped my booty hard. I squealed and covered my mouth. Adrian shifted a little. I mugged the fuck out of Jamel. He smirked and then laid down. I got up to take a shower and brush my teeth. I took off Jamel's shirt and my bra and panties. I looked to see a purple bruise on my butt. I rolled my eyes amd began to brush my teeth. I washed my face and then stepped into the shower. I let the water run down my face and body. Suddenly I felt hands on my hips. I jumped and turned around. It was Jamel. He was naked. He pecked my lips and turned me around and put me up against the shower wall. Then he gripped my hair and put his hand on my vagina. He kissed on my neck as he began to rub. I moaned and said stop, but he just covered my mouth and kept rubbing. Then he slapped his dick on my ass and moaned a little. He then began to rub his dick across my vagina and tried to put himself in me. It hurted so bad.