Chapter 4
Day 12
I woke up with a huge headache, I wanted to cry because the sun was shining on my face. I pulled the blanket over my head.
" Ah! Good morning regret"
Hearing his voice made me smile, I groaned and he giggled.
Zuko" Let's go out for breakfast"
I removed the blanket and stared at him, my boyfriend is beautiful. Andifuni nje ungatsho, he has a full beard and he is tall, dark skinned with a six pack. Nabenu banje?? Do yours also look this good??.
Me" In public?"
Zuko" Yes, we have a long day in public because you need to furnish this place"
Me" Why?"
Zuko" Azy! I am asking you to move in with me for the 100th time now. If you read my messages that I've been sending you all week you'd also know your name is on this place. I know the risks you've been taking, and even if we don't work, at least you've have a town house in your name"
Me" I needed to clear my mind that's why I wasn't reading your messages"
Zuko" I understand"
" Do you want to move in with me or should we just do adult sleep overs until you are ready"
Me" Option 2 babe"
" Thursday to Sunday, I am all yours"
Zuko" I'll take that and take you"
Me" Babe, I can't have sex right now. I feel like shit"
Zuko" You know what will wake you up?"
" An omelette and orange juice, let's go girl yesterday"
Me" But I haven't showered"
Zuko" you'll shower when we come back"
I got out of bed, went though his clothes then took a black tshirt and wore my shorts again.
Me" Thank the Lord I was wearing shades yesterday"
Zuko" Fuck! You are beautiful and you are mine"
We kissed, I pulled away because I wanted him and that means we would never leave this house.
Me" Masambe"
Zuko" Can I kiss you?"
I nodded, we kissed and he pushed me to the bed.
" I need a taste"
I hid my face as he took off my shorts and undies.
Me" God!"
Zuko" I always take care of what's mine"
That alone sent shivers down my spine and water down my honeypot. He kissed me like I was kissing him back, dragging lips and careful tongue, heat singing through me, pleasure crawling through my belly, spreading through my hips like fingers. His nose brushed my clit, and my back arched so sharply he dug his fingers into my thighs to keep me steady. And instead of backing off, instead of letting me breathe, he turned the full attention of his mouth to it, holding tight onto me, following the movement of my hips. His tongue traced the contour of my honeypot, his beard brushing soft against my thighs. Every muscle in my body was flexed. I wanted to curl up into a ball, wanted to wrap my arms and legs around him. I wanted his grip to bruise me. I wanted to come so bad I could barely think.
Me" Yes!!!! Ah! I'm so close!"
He stopped looked at me with a smile while my juices covered his beard. I grabbed him and we kissed, it drives him insane when I taste myself on his lips.
Zuko" Fuck! I love you Azy"
Me" I love you too babe"
"Go clean up, so we can go"
*
Our day was nothing short of magical, we went out for breakfast and then went to builders because I wanted plants in the house. We went grocery shopping, I finally paid for something because he had reached his limit while he was sorting that out I quickly paid. We went to my place to fetch clothes because I was hanging out with my friends later and he was flying out to Cape Town for work, so I'd be at the house alone tomorrow. He convinced me to spend a week with him, just so we can see if we can survive leaving together.
"Babe"
He was making us lunch, Ezile and Busi were on their way here. So he was making some food, that's the one thing I have always noticed about him is that he can cook and is never lazy to cook or do dishes. Even when he was married to Samke.
Zuko" What's wrong?"
Me" Nothing"
Zuko" Azange"
Me" Samke just texted me"
Zuko" Oh okay"
Me" Your wife Samke"
Zuko" I knew uthetha ngaye and how you choose to deal with Samke is entirely up to you"
Me" So she knows about us?"
Zuko" Yes. I didn't see a reason why I should lie to her. I knew she would hear about it and I wanted her to know that I never cheated on her with you. You and I happened after I asked her for a divorce"
"Our divorce is not even one that should be long, we had a prenup, the house is hers, my cars are all mine and her cars are all hers. We didn't have a child, so that's it"
Me" I know it's early to say these things but I want more, I want more than a cold divorce. I want the children, I want you to fight for us, I want more than you just dissolving our marriage like it was nothing. I deserve more"
Zuko" Izapha"
I went to him and he sat me on the kitchen counter.
" When Samke and I got married we were straight out of varsity, she knew she would make more money than me and I was okay with that. So when her parents suggested we get a prenuptial agreement tighter than a virgin, I knew that we would probably divorce at some point because we didn't even argue when people said we should get a prenup. I loved her and I know she loved me too, but not having children killed us, she felt like a failure and I wasn't that bothered by it. We were on different paths. I am only 28 and she is 27, Samke will be fine and she knows it. Whatever you choose to do with her text is up to you but I know she would never say or do anything evil"
Me" Okay"
Zuko" Okay"
Me" I need to shower"
Zuko" Are you okay?"
I nodded
" Don't bottle things up"
Me" I just feel guilty"
Zuko" I do too"
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I read the text, Zuko and I hosted my friends until they left. Then he had to go pack for Cape Town.
" Do you want to come with me?"
He asked me
Me" No, I need to sort some things out"
One thing about Zuko and I, we will have sex. So I initiated it and he declined.
Zuko" Pack a bag, you are coming with me. I'm not leaving you here alone"
I kissed him
Me" I am meeting Samke tomorrow babe. I can't go with you"
Zuko" Where are you meeting?"
Me" The house"
Zuko" Am returning tomorrow night, so whatever happens I'll be here"
Me" Okay"
"Le sex ayiphumi?"
We both laughed
Zuko" I need you to take me to the airport"
Me" I will send you dirty pictures because you are my man and I need to remind you of what you left behind"
Zuko" Hahaha khandiye Azange"
" Can we go before I miss my flight"
Me" Can drive your car while you are gone"
Zuko" Yea, just be safe"
Me" Always"
Zuko" I'll call you as soon as I settle in"
Me" I'll be sleeping but leave me a vn and I'll reply whenever I wake up"
We kissed
Zuko" Good luck with tomorrow"
Me" I need it"
