If Only: D.O. Angst

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Kyungsoo POV

Aigoo... I have to get home before _______ah yells at me again... I then made my way to my car as I just finished having a drink with the EXO members. Although as I was walking to my car, the members started yelling at me to stop. "Yah! Kyungsoo-ah! Don't drive home!" "Aish! Wae?!" "Kyungsoo, you're too drunk to drive home!" "Aish! I'm fine!" I then stumbled to my car after I yelled at them. Although I admit... Getting into that car was the worst decision I ever made. I was driving home and as I was driving, I suddenly became dizzy from all the alcohol. I then blacked out as I felt a strong impact against my car...

*beep beep beep beep*

What's that sound? I slowly opened my eyes as my vision was slowly focusing. I then saw myself in a bed in a small room next to many machines. I then looked to my side and saw my girlfriend sleeping next to me as she held onto my hand... "______-ah? Where am I?" I asked as I shook her to wake up. She then groggily woke up and then saw me awake... I suddenly saw tears filling up in her eyes as she quickly hugged me. I then felt warm tears drop on my body as she held me tightly. "______-ah, why are you crying? And what happened to me?" I asked. "Oppa! I was so afraid... I was so afraid that I was going to lose you..." "What happened?" "Oppa... You got into a car crash, while you were drunk." "Jinjja?! Was anyone hurt besides me?" "I don't know... I heard from the police that you were in a car crash, but I don't know of anyone else that was in the car crash..." "Okay..."

5 months later

I finally got out of the hospital and I was scared...

*Flashback*

"Officer... Was anyone else in the accident?" There was a long pause and then the officer said, "Yes... there was one other person..." "Who is it? Are they okay?!" "No... That person is dead..." "Mwoh?" I asked softly. "Who was he?" "His name is __(your father's name)__" Oh my god... I killed... _____'s father... Oh my god... I... can't... I can't face her anymore...

*As soon as ______ found out about her father's death*

"Oppa..." _______ said with a quivering voice. "Oppa.. My dad died..." I then saw her eyes filled with sadness and sorrow. Her sadness made me feel guilty, but I felt my heart slowly being stabbed with knives. The pain of her crying because of me was excruciating. Her tears were falling down from her face as she ran towards me for comfort. I held onto her quivering body as she cried onto my chest. I didn't know how to respond to her crying. I felt guiltier and guiltier as she sniffled into my chest... It's all my fault... It's all my... Fault...

(Flashback end)

For those few months of recovery... She went to her dad's funeral and she never found out about his death... I was too scared to tell her... To scared to even face the love of my life... But I knew that her father would want her to be happy, so I decided to cheer her up to get her back to her normal self, even if I was the killer of her father..

Your POV

I was on my way to greet Kyungsoo after his release from the hospital. As I was making my way to the hospital, I saw the cemetary... I wanted to visit dad for awhile. Although as I made my way there, I saw a man... I walked towards the man as he stood in front of my dad's gravestone. "Chogiyo... Did you know my father?" He then turned around and answered, "Ne... I knew your father... You must be _______." He said. "Ne... That's me." We then talked for a bit and I found out that he was dad's close friend. "You know... If it wasn't for that drunk driver... Your father would still be here..." "Eh? Drunk driver?" "Ne... His name was Kyungsoo..." K-Kyungsoo? I felt my heart break as he mentioned his name. Kyungsoo... Killed my dad? I felt myself become heartbroken, angry, and sad at the same time. I didn't know what to do now that I found out who killed my father... Kyungsoo... I then made my way to the hospital and decided to ask him if he knew about it. I then saw Kyungsoo sitting outside the hospital waiting for me. I felt myself become anxious as I walked closer and closer towards him. I then saw his smile as I made my way towards him. His heart-shaped smile enchanted me. He then ran towards me and said, "I was waiting for you..." I then saw the sparkle in his big eyes. I couldn't help but smile at him... "Let's go home." He said. I then nodded and we then walked home together. As we walked home together, we talked, laughed, and reminisced our memories together. We then made it home together and went to bed as I had completely forgotten about my dad.

A Year Later

I got ready for work as I was about to leave the house. Although before I left, I felt a pair of arms wrap around my body. "You're leaving for work already?" Kyungsoo said in his deep voice. A smile then crept onto my face as I was in Kyungsoo's warm embrace. "Ne.... I'm going to work...." I then heard Kyungsoo say, "Wae~ Can you just skip work or call in sick?" Kyungsoo said as he tightened his embrace around me. "But I can't skip work Jagiya..." "Fine.... I love you...." "Ne... I love you too.." I then got out of Kyungsoo's embrace and kissed his lips. I then made my way to work and worked my shift at work. As I was about to leave, I said bye to my coworkers as they were watching the news.

*News*

"We recently got news that there has been many night killers that have been targeting people on the streets. We've heard from police that these killers have killed, stabbed as they stole from the person they killed...."

"Hey guys! I'm leaving for the night." "Okay, be careful!" "Ne!" I then left and made my way to my house.

Kyungsoo POV

I decided to walk ______ home as she just finished her shift at work. I then made my way to her workplace, but as I turned the corner..... I saw a person laying under the streetlight... I then ran towards the person to see if they were okay, but..... I froze..... "_______-ah.." I said aloud.... "_________-AH!" I yelled. I then fell to my knees in front of her body as I saw her on the ground in a pool of blood. I felt tears running out of my eyes as I saw her body on the ground. I held onto her body, but I suddenly saw her eyeslashes flicker. "O-oppa?" My eyes widened and I then looked at her. "_______-ah?" I then saw her smile as her hand caressed my face. "Don't worry _______-ah, I'll call an ambulance right now!" I then felt her hand hold mine before I grabbed my phone. I then saw her shake her head. "Oppa.... I'm so glad that I can see you one last time..... You know... I knew that you killed my father..." My eyes widened as she knew I killed her father. "Oppa, I felt so angry at you, but I couldn't bring myself to hate you. I loved you even when you killed my father. I knew that even if you did kill my father, I could never be angry at you." I felt my eyes become welled up with tears. I then saw _____ slowly closing her eyes, "Andwae! ______-ah! Don't die yet!" _____ then tried to keep her eyes open and continued, "I know that even if I die when I'm reborn, I'm sure that I will fall in love with you again." I then saw that there was more and more blood spilling from her wound. "_______-ah! I'm calling the ambulance." I then felt her stop me once more. "This is fate right? It's okay that I fall in love with you again when I'm reborn, right? No matter how many times... I will always... ke.... ep... lov... ing... yo...u..." Her hand holding mine then fell to the ground and her eyes closed. I felt my face become covered with my tears as I felt my heart burst as the love of my life had just died in my arms. "Andwae! _____-ah!........ It's not over yet! ANDWAAaaeee...." I said as my voice cracked, I hugged her lifeless body and slowly patted her head as I ran my hand through her soft hair. I felt myself become heartbroken and crying my eyes out. I laid under the streetlight holding onto _______-ah.... If only I had gotten to her workplace earlier... If only I didn't get into that car when I was drunk.... If only I could've told her I loved her too before she died..... I then got up from the ground as I was regretting everything and carried her to the hospital. As they were taking her body away, I looked at her one last time.... "I love you too..." A tear then fell from my eye and I left the hospital... That was the last time I ever saw her and the last time I would ever fall in love... I'll love you for the rest of my life, ________-ah...... I love you....

The End

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