Eye of my attention.

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zach

                     "the road is long and winding but i'll always find my place next to you."

            Zach wishes he could feel love. He knows that a soul mate mark only appears when the two people who will carry it are prepared to love each other. Which is why he doesn't understand that at 22 years old, he hasn't acquired his soul mark, so of course he wonders. Is his soul mate not capable of loving anyone? Or should he ask the most important question is he the one incapable of loving anyone. 

        It started the one afternoon he decided to stay on the tour bus instead of going out with the boys. Of course he wasn't prepared for a sharp ache on his shoulder while he lay in the back lounge. It stung against the thin material of his T-shirt and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.        

        He decided to go check it out and headed toward the small bathroom in the front of the bus where he locked the door behind him in case anyone tried to come in. He peeled his shirt off carefully until he looked at his shoulder and what he saw almost sent him reeling in shock. It was the mark.

        The thing about soul marks is that they may match a tattoo that your soul mate has already gotten or may form into something new. Zach's heart was racing he knew who  his soul mark belonged to  he knew it so well like it was on his own body not Jesse's. The tattoo was  of the owl on his right shoulder. Jesse spent so much time with his shirt off Zach knew most of his tattoos.

        He didn't know how long he spent in the bathroom, sitting on the sink just skimming lightly over his new mark. Zach knew Jesse very well to know that he wouldn't take this too well. Of course Jesse liked girls he liked boobs and well Zach couldn't offer that. It made his heart sink that the one person that was supposed to love him wholeheartedly might not even want him. The only option was to hide it.

        Gingerly he put his black T-shirt on trying to calm himself down as he heard the door open to the bus. Pressing  down on the spot where his mark made him wince, but also reminded him that there was someone who loved him someone who was meant for him. Zach steadied himself as he opened the door to the bathroom.        

        Mikey and Jeremy laughing about something when he walked in. Zach silently swore to himself that they were neither high or drunk, which meant they could read his mood better so he put on a smile and sat down next to them. 

        "What's up guys?" he asked casually. Mikey looked at him with amusement

        " Well, we meant to go to this bar, but we ended up not being able to get in because Jesse forgot his ID so we just went walking around" he replied a smile gracing his lips. Luckily Mikey and Jeremy had already found their soul mates both girls were amazing and Zach had envied them. 

        "So where's Jesse and Brandon?" he asked, trying to keep the anxiety out of his voice.

        "Oh, they went out somewhere something about getting laid or what not" Mikey said shrugging.

Of course Jesse did it pained him more than he was before and involuntarily put his hand on his shoulder wincing in realization. Mikey looked at him in confusion.

        "Are you okay?" he asked, concern lining his voice

        "Yeah, just sore is all played a rough show, you know.." Zach lied, trying to get his friend to buy it.

       Mikey seemed to as he just shrugged and both guys announced they were heading to bed. Knowing this knowledge of Jesse being his soul mate Zach hung in the back lounge watching a movie that was on Netflix.  He wasn't interested in the movie at all so it wasn't a surprise he had fallen asleep.

        Zach awoke and was greeted with a black screen and darkness. Wondering what woke him up, he started to get up until he heard shuffling in the front of the bus and low voices. Knowing that is was probably Jesse and Brandon he pretend to be asleep.

        The back lounge was opened and he heard someone slowly pad toward him. Zach held his breath until he felt a blanket cover him and the light touch of someone's hand on his forehead. Whoever had been in the lounge left soon after and Zach let out a shaky sigh of relief. 

        Of course he was curious who was the person who had just been there. Already tired he decided to sleep, he was comfortable after all. Then sleep came easily. 

        So new story, yay! I will be more active now I believe so this is one of my new stories i'm experimenting with. Just in case you didn't know this story will be between Zach/Jesse and Zach/George Daniel. Of course i will introduce Geroge later on I hope to start writing more chapters and perhaps get this finished as well. So that's just some stuff if you wanted to know or if you didn't oops. 

        xxHoodlums.