The Ghost I Thought It Was

Morning Rush Hour

Just writing in my diary, listening to MBLAQ album on YouTube. I am Meally, I'm 16 years old and traumatized by little things. My sayings of details is that there's something following me, I swear! I avoid it and try to follow its hints on why me. Since I was very little, My parents always thought I was crazy saying that I need to go to the mental hospital. I'd always have a knife under my pillow just in case something is in my room. Don't get me wrong I'm not scared it's just that it's been there all my life. I know when it comes and I know when it speaks to me, I've never seen him. I know what your thinking that how did I know it was a him? Well I discovered this one time I was under my blankets on my phone texting with Tessa. It was pitch dark and I heard it speak, it sounded like a young boy. He said "Don't drop your dunt dun dunts!", My phone fell on top of my face while I was texting and I think it's just trying to fluck with me. Like lately, this week it's been quiet, very quiet.
I go to ChikaTaka High School, It's funny how I stare and glaze into black girls weaves all the time. I just want to see it fall off to see their resemblance and the shock on their faces. Many people say I'm very weird, not like others that are unusual. You see I'm not a lot like others, I'm not smart, I hate school, I blurt out random things that come out of my mouth out of the blue that people think it's funny when others don't. Im a class clown that likes crazy wild ideas of fashion, weird right? I don't care all I know is I love me. I accept my mistakes not to be perfect, I'm human. I'm a girl with wavy/curly hair, I have brown eyes, I'm caramel, tall, Asian, and I have a thick curved body.
(April 9 ,2015 Thursday) In the morning, my dog Koda a blonde long haired chihuahua, jumped on top of me to scared the shit out of me."Jaysus I'm late!" I said while I put on crappy clothes that didn't match. I rushed out the door, I ran to school even though my ass cannot make it through 1 mile. I arrived to Mr.Ding's class which was Science. Thank goodness, The bell wrung when I sat at my desk to my best friend Tessa. Tessa was my best friend since we were 5 years old till now. "What the hell happened to you?!" Tessa asked me like she was about to laugh. "I know I was apparently late". My hair was tied up like a bird's nest and I was wearing a colorful ti die shirt with a pink too too skirt with some nike flips flops. I didn't give a rat's ass what people said what I wore, I didn't come to impress nobody dafaq? "YASS" it's the end of school! I went toward my locker and got some of my junk food I saved in there when Mariah and I went to Walmart yesterday. I put the fatty-fat-fats in my bag and headed for the exit door, all the sudden the lights flickers off and on! The exit door was not letting me budge to break it. I was the only one in the hallways and my heart was thudding and thudding like i was gonna faint.