how do i care for someone, who cares as strongly as i do if not more. how do i accept their passion, how do i not let it push me away. the way he feels for me is the way i always feel for the people in my life, but for some reason it's not what i want. he is good and he is kind, he is sweet and compassionate. but he is not feisty, he is not dirty, he is not how i perceive every other man.
he is smart. but it's like he loves me too much
it's like he's sweet but he's not what i'm looking for. but if not like him then who?
he remembers everything i say to him and he thinks i'm the most beautiful and most intelligent woman he's ever met.
when we talk i think, gosh he's such a pisces. just like me. but i don't love him more because of it, it's like it makes me love him less. maybe i don't like it about myself so i won't like it in a partner.
i also believe we accept the love we think we deserve. do i not believe i deserve a love that is sweet? a love that is kind? a love that won't make me doubt?
i think that i would be toxic for him. i think that he falls for me more and more every day and i don't. why aren't we falling at the same pace?
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PoetryThis started as a note in my phone but I wanted to share it for others to read as well. These are the thoughts that I have gone through after getting out of an unhealthy relationship, rejoining the dating scene, and rediscovering myself. It's so cle...
