Forced

Chapter 14

Alaska's PoV

Listening to the sea waves, cold wind is running, my cap is practically plummetting. In disguise, I can feel someone is staring. Slowly grab my bag and I try to walk like a civilian. Feel like teetering on a bridge were full of flowers under. Wanted to jump, even though I don't want to.

Swallowing my own saliva because I'm thirsty, Lyle is on my way. Should I let emotion run or not? Doubting while starin' at him, gives my mind frighten.

He's smiling genuinely, I don't know what to do. My threats to him are half-meant, I don't like him to be here but I want him to be with me. Love is very confusing when you are stuck in an obstacle where you don't even know where to start to pass this through.

"You know, we can sleep together. Don't need to be like this, as if you aren't happy" he mumbles.

"You're my responsibility so you need to go home" he added. My daydreaming cut. Again ang again, I forced him to run away while it was early. The way he refused and said to me that we'll hurt together led my heart into a roller coaster.

As the temperature is low, I can feel his confidence is higher than his ego. What is going with him? He seems to be serious and a perfectionist, he smiles like he's the luckiest. He changed. Ayokong masira lahat ng pinagpagudan ko para magsimula sa gusto kung matapos na gulo.

"Okay, let me define terms here, I AM NOT YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. Stop tripping around kasi kapag ako mapuno sa'yo, mapapatay talaga kita" inis na sabi ko.

"You know what, let's go home." He snatched my arm and pull me to him. Binuhat niya ako na parang patay.

"Lyle!" I yelled."Get me down" I demanded.

"What? Oh-Iloveyoutoo" he said as I'm gaining my strength to beat him. Her body looks so different. He gains some.

"Can you just stop this?" Naiinis na ako. Ang kulit niya.

"I used to be duwag. Doesn't know how to confess my admiration to you. But I assure you that I ain't scared anymore. Not scared of rejection." He slowly put me down. Nagsimula na akong maglakad na parang walang nangyari.Kagawian ko na'to at wala kayong pake.

"Go home" saad ako.

"With you" rinig kong sabi niya.Bwakanangshit, kailan ba siya hihinto?I'm slowly pissed off. I turned my body and face him. Kinuha ko ang aking baril at tinutukan siya.He grinned. He glares and challenges me to pull the trigger. As if I can kill him.Gago ba ako?

"I can kill you, whenever I want. Lyle, if you're expecting me to go with your trippings, please stop it. Hindi na ako yung taong nakilala mo noon" seryosong saad at tinutukan pa din siya ng baril.

He's not scared. He's walking gently to me and I already sighted him and tilted my head na parang naglalaro lang ako ng water gun sa kanya.

He disarms me and left me dumbfounded. I creased my eyebrows because of confusion. He kissed my forehead and said, "And I am not the Lyle Koa you had met before. Let's leave before someone might see you here"

"Tinood na?" The girl asked me about the gun his holding right now.Parati ko siyang nakikitang sumasaboy dito.Bakit hindi pa siya umuuwi?Delikado ang panahon ngayon lalo na at babae siya.

"Nasan mga magulang mo?" Tanong niya sa bata.Tinitigan niya lang si Lyle at parang alam niya lahat ng mga kasalanan ng mga tao na tumitira sa mundo. Pinagmasdan ko silang dalawang nagtititgan ng malala.

"Tagalog.May piso kayo?" Biglang tanong niya.Matalino siyang bata.Sa damit niyang gutay-gutay,sa pagtayo niyang hindi ramdam ang takot na makipag-usap sa ibang tao ako'y namangha.