Bright blue sky, wind, birds chirping and the children laughing. Never would he think he would see anything like this his whole life.
His eyes begin to have a small light as he stares at the sky longer. The more he stares the more he remembers then. Maybe it's because of the pain that's contain and refuses to let go, or maybe it's because the images coming are not from the outside world, but from inside his head.
The feeling of loneliness, pain,and sorrow his stone-like face can't show to anyone. The world he knew lost its color many years ago, becoming once again a monochromatic movie he doesn't feel part of anymore and has no memory of.
He has always excluded himself from 'his' family and kept his distance from everyone who ever tried to approach him. Nobody knew that while everyone else was trying to run away from something he, ever since he was a child, was feeling the weight of the world, no, the weight of the universe on his shoulders, facing everything head on. Of course no one cared... and perhaps they never will
He did everything he could do for the ones he loved even if he was shamed. He wishes to feel without any haunting voices, without the feeling of fear and anxiety that creeps into his mind every time he decides to enjoy life with the people he loves and dears. He wishes to feel again...
However, he decided a long time ago that it was better for him to just stop feeling. He didn't want to feel the beauty of love if it was only to bring him despair later on. He knew no one would even care if he did things for them...
Still he would give everything he has or will ever have just to feel pain once more.. Every living thing thinks that pain is the worst feeling...it isn't.. How could anything feel worse than the eternal silence inside of him...
In truth, were these his thoughts all along? He always wanted to stay in the frame of the picture,but not get involved, to avoid getting hurt. How did this pain occur? Was it because of the pain from losing them?...
"Human!"
"Yes?"
"You've been staring at the sky for hours now nya!"
"Are you okay nya~?"
"Yes I'm fine. I have a feeling that something gonna happen soon"
"Lord, would you like me to go and check if anything wrong back at the household"
"Hmm sure, teleport in my room and give these papers to my father as well as this letter" said while handing the papers.
"I'll be right back my lord" bowed then teleported away.
"So~ what are we gonna do on nya?"
"Let's play human!"
"Yea please nya~!"
"Sorry but I have to go to work for a few days and you three have training so get going" he walked towards the door but stopped, "We can play once I return" then walked out of the room.
'I should visit father as well after I'm done with work, I need something from him'
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Knock Knock
One of the butlers goes to open the door. "Yes may I- ahh!" the man jumped silently. "Y-you?!"
"Hello Hans, it been a long time"
"R-ron! What are you doing back here?" Hans asked while composing himself. "Are you here to the young master again?"
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