Was it always like this?, No, It wasn't always like this. I'm sure of it. Can I ever forgive them for what they did?. I stood alone at the town square which I wasn't supposed to. Stared at the distance just to get a glint of hope. Just once I didn't want to accept what just happened. Just one chance, I knew I could make it count. My head was acting weird, I didn't know where those thoughts came from. Looking at the cold corpse, I wondered if a dead person could think.