Thinking of all the times I have been there for you,
Of all the nice moments we shared, our funny banters,
Of every time I gave up what I wanted,
So that you could be happy, so that I could see that beautiful smile of yours,
Well, I shouldn't have thought of all that, don't you think?
I'm far too in now, to get out of this deep dark pit
All of the memories are rushing to my mind, moving fast
It's moving too fast, I'm scared
With trembling fingers, I force myself to let go,
Only to wipe my tears dripping one by one at the dining table,
Where we once talked about 'forever',
I don't blame you, I won't blame you,
We were never meant to be, let's say that,
What I have now are solely the sweet sweet memories,
Have been holding on to them for way too long, cherishing them,
Scared to let go of them,
What will I become if I am stripped off those memories?
I might be a fool to still hold onto it,
But tell me then,
Where can I throw it all away?
Can I?