The past
It's so weird being here with someone like him he reminds Me of him and I don't know how to feel about it. I feel sort of happy knowing cause there are people like him I can get along with but still I hate him. No one knows how much I HATE him. It reminds me of those moments in the pool. I just wish I was six again with Lewis James and zoin.
Grooming feeling
Its strange I want the attention buy the attention is never good and I hate the feeling. I just want him and her to leave my mind but I won't ever get peace till I am gone in a place the living will never reach. And even then I fear I won't escape it. For if I go to hell I may be put with her in the same cell and deal with it for all eternity.
Tell me if I should do this morr
