Our secret love Story

Life as fangirl

12,02,2022

I'm sitting in a library in my school while reading my favorite book and listening to kpop song. Yeah of course I'm a big fan of 1 group in kpop industy . Ah forget to tell my name is Sujung I'm on a 3rd years of college with my best friend sunmin.

" Hey are you waiting long'' Sunmin come and greed me with 2 cups of milk teas on her hand that's our favorite she come and sit near me and give me my milk tea I'm smile at her and said

'' No you're not late '' after said I'm focus on reading my novel back . Sunmin take one side of my ear phone and out it in her ears . And yeah both of us is kpop fan. Our favorite group Is TXT my bias is Taehyun and her is Yeonjun.

While I'm focus on reading Sunmin take her phone out and looking at something after that her reaction was shock and turn to say something to me '' Sujung stop reading for a minute and look at this '' I'm take my ear phone out and ask her '' What happen hah?'' Sunmin reply to me back '' Entertainment just post an artical that TXT will have comeback next month" '' Really" I'm so excited '' ofc yeah I miss them so much as I remeber last time their comeback was August '' Sunmin said with excite face like me . " this time I hope I can join their fansign I won't careless like last comeback '' I said cuz when last come back I didn't have chance to join their fansign because I'm to late ." Sure we will go together okay?'' Sunmin said " ofc yeahh" I repply her we both laugh .  When it time for class we both walk to our class together with smile on our both face . 

Evening

It's time for me to go home back. I'm walking alone on street with my head phone on as usual. I'm arriving at my own apartment I lived alone here. I'm lay down on my soft bed and checking on my phone.

In the small room with no light and it have only me it look so lonely like? I was sitting and the ground and scrolling phone as always it look like my daily routine. Suddenly their is a Vlive from tyun. Finally my motivation come he look so beautiful today ofc he's beautiful everyday hehe. He even hide his hair color I'm just wonder what is his hair color this time Red? Blone? or Silver? idk also. All I know is I'm really different from a person in 1 minute ago my face is full of happiness when I saw him . 

He's look like everything to me . I'm telling about me in Vlive idc he's notice or not at least I can share everything to him. Sometime I'm keep him as my best friend but another me just tell me that I'm already cross the line as idol and fan. What was that feeling? It's look like I'm can't live without him.

I'm slowly in love with him day by day without realizing . I'm always told myself that I can break a kpop first rule but at last I'm still break it. I'm really hate myself for being like that. People will look at me like bad person, some people will think I'm crazy but idk how to do to .

Even he's not with me in real life but I'm always feel like he stay by myside everyday .He always give a love and care that no one give it to me. 

His song his word his everything always make my life brighter. At last I'm already found out that I'm in love with him.