Why are they fighting instead of loving?

Is this the end?

It was an usual day.

I was late for my morning class as I always am.

I never knew why but I was never an early riser.

I was walking down the streets in hurry.
Today it was a bit earlier I thought ,I will be able to reach until attendance.

I walked through the road that I had walked all these years from childhood years to tennage.

Soon I found myself standing at the side of the road waiting for the traffic light to change colour when suddenly I felt someone push me towards the road,

At that time as if something bad was going to happened my stoamch twisted in fear when at the end of my vision I could see something very fast coming from the left side of the road.

I felt as if every thing was going in slow motion.

The lights cars then....

Everything was so fast that I didn't even had the time to react.

All I knew was something had knocked up my body.

I was able to feel pain......after a short time.

It was painful.

Utterly painful.
More painful than the time I fell from the stairs or got bitten by a dog and had to get injection.

My position was quite awkward.

My whole body was aching and my vision became more blurred than before.

From the distance I could hear the faint sound of ambulance and the whispers of people around me.

Maybe this was where was life was going to end.
But.....
I have never even dated anyone or have my first kiss yet.
Moreover....

I haven't even finished my high school nor graduated .
Is my life going to end just like this ...........

I haven't even proposed my crush and nor have I seen my best friend's weeding as I promised.
Nor have I fulfilled my dream of having a personal library and ..... roam around the world.
I haven't even finished reading the epilogue of the novel I was reading.
I was panicking as I didn't wanted to die yet there were many things left to do.
Soon I wasn't able to feel pain anymore but I could still hear some sounds coming from my surroundings.

The only thing I could see was .... white and the sound of ambulance was long gone.

Mom ...Dad I am gonna miss u.

Maybe this was really my end and on that such a pathetic one.

Was what I thought but.......where am I?