Brain on Paper

I'm stupid

It's a fear of mine to lose you. Is that stupid? Because sometimes I feel like I already did. I cry when you say "I love you".

I try to kiss you softly; I just hope it will hurt less. Each time we meet, I feel complete. Each time you leave, I miss a part of me. I act like I believe you when you tell me it's going to be alright. Well sometimes I do. I know you kiss the other one. When you tell me it's all fake. I know you say that I'm your only. You made me question my senses. Because I don't believe what I see. I don't believe what they tell me. I trust you. Is that stupid?